The † {Frø§†whi$për} † Chronicles

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2006-08-31T23:16:00.000+08:00

okay. i recently noticed that most people haven't got my "in-use" blog URL right. so i came to post it here! just for your information.

http://frostwhisperchronicles.blogspot.com has been shut down. (CLOSED)

My official blog URL is

http://the-brethren.blogspot.com

and i seriously doubt i'll be changing it in a long long time.

please take note of the changes and relink me if u wish to.

Henzy David.

26/05/06 - New Blog

2006-05-26T19:50:00.000+08:00

guys, i've got a new blog.. so relink me yeah.. the reason's on that blog... here's the link

http://the-brethren.blogspot.com

25/05/06 - i wanna go to sch

2006-05-25T11:27:00.000+08:00

I wanna go to sch!!!!! but i can't.. i'm sick.. argh.. no, i'm ok already, but even if i go to sch now also pretty pointless.. lol.. i need to do alot of things.. argh.. lol.. man.. i hate this.. snorez..

yeah! i've answered my questions, with questions.. gee wiz.. lol.. haha.. now i gotta find ans to these questions, what do you need to surrender? What is closest to your heart?... well.. i'ma go figure it out.. not now bah, my brain can't function well right now..

i wanna go out!!!.. lol.. i sound like sum kinda spoilt brat.. lol.. haha.. right..

hmm, i just wanna thank all of you guys out thr, those of you who were thr for me in times of trouble.. you guys rock!.. esp. My Bros, Dajie, ah Mei.. yeah..

24/05/06 - two things

2006-05-24T16:56:00.000+08:00

there's just two things today

1) Don't let your feelings get the better of you

2)What kind of Life do you want to lead?

23/05/06 - bad day?..

2006-05-23T22:34:00.000+08:00

i had a bad day, i had a bad day.. hmm.. i have a confession to make. I HATE MOCK EXAMS!.. seriously, waste of time.. that's all.. don't wanna talk much.. i'm feelin down.. i'm confused.. i'm mixed up.. i'm sick and tired.. i need a holiday.. i need to destress.. i need to hear God speak to me.. i need a break.. that's it, i need a break.. yeah.. i need a break..

22/05/06 - infinite justice, no coincidence

2006-05-22T21:38:00.000+08:00

well well, i've completed the construction of the Infinite Justice Gundam, in other words, i've finished building it.. haha.. yeah.. and i daresay that its kinda nice, although the colors aren't really manly, lets say, pink, purple, green, silver?.. haha.. but i stil like it.. lol.. haha.. cuz of all its weaponry.. lol.. yeah.. well.. i've been havin quite a great time these few days, haha.. so what's up today?.. well, i had my pft(physical fitness test) today.. man, i think i just passed.. lol.. i havent done any exercise in ages.. so i think that this time i'm jus gonna scrape thru.. haha.. right.. recently, i had a revelation.. and here i am to present it..

The Revelation : No Coincidence
God let me realise that everything in life happens for a reason, nothing is of coincidence.. and so i quote Clow Reed(frm CCS) saying "There are no coincidences in this world"
Right now, I believe that everything happens for a reason.. or rather, God has already planned everything to happen the way it does.. for those who consider 'Freedom of Choice', i've got this to say, God knows, even if you choose otherwise, He still already had it planned out.. that one day you'll either do this or this or this.. with the infinite wisdom of God, what can't He fathom?.. what can't He foresee?.. God has a purpose for each and everyone of us to experience the things that happen in our lives.. so let us understand, find out and learn what God wants us to through the things that happen in our lives.. yeah.. (any comments? tag me, the stage is yours)

20/05/06 - games day, ktv

2006-05-20T19:38:00.000+08:00

way ta go.. this is kinda a nice day.. haha.. hmm.. well.. basically what i've done today is destressing.. haha.. right, let's start from the top..

first of all, min and i went for the secondary sch open cell games session @ crush gameslab today.. travelled from batok down to merah.. yeah, 176 again.. lol.. that's the bus we took.. talked alot, actually wanted to catch somes zZzs, but haha.. eventually didn't.. yup.. so like played like a few fun games with the Uno cards, and then played that toy, the one which goes, twist it, bop it, pull it.. haha.. then sum1 suggested go to ktv, so we proceeded to the partyworld ktv at orchard.. sang lots of songs, like practically from 2 to 5pm thr.. haha.. enjoyed, did duets, solos... haha.. yup.. was thr with kaiyun, huimin n siokyit.. then i had to sing a song cuz i won one of the games just now.. so.. bo pian lor.. haha.. jus sang.. and kinda enjoyed myself today.. haha.. now i'm like half dead, so tired and all.. haha.. right.. that's gotta be all..

19/05/06 - DaVinci Code, Muffins and Mid-yrs

2006-05-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

and so it came to pass, oh man.. my mid-yrs, i passed! amazingly, Praise God!. B3 for EL and CL amazing!.. can't believe it, C6 for Humans, the rest i need not say, E8 for maths and sci, F9 for POA.. hah.. lol.. i stil passed, duh-watever.. yeah.. now lemmie take a break before gettin started on studyin again.. haha..

ye-eah,yeah,ye-eah,yeah.. today i went watchin the DaVinci Code movie, erm, alil' suspense, very made-up, got all the facts wrong, and it was kinda boring.. no wonder the critics said it was bad.. overall storyline stil okay, but i'd be looking forward more to watch Pirates of the Caribbean, Dead Man's Chest.. the sequel to Curse of the Black Pearl.. yeah.. haha..

right, i was @ TU today @ kranji sec, haha, blowing the whistle for the moat game is fun!.. lol.. if ya guys don't know, The Moat Game's Objective is to successfully cross the 'Moat' without breakin the rule.. u've got teams, and the rule is that if anyone talks or makes any sound while in the moat, or step out of the "platform" for the moat, everyone's gotta start over again.. i played it myself at montfort sec and man is it tough.. haha.. now i got the pleasure of being the one that catches the ppl.. haha..

and oh ya, my ah Mei arh, did smth to sweet today, lol.. or rather it was ytd.. haha.. whipped up a batch of muffins(i think, cuz they're kinda small.. xD) for the ppl @ TU.. so swt!.. haha.. and i got one big one to myself.. courtesy of her.. lol.. =P haha.. yup.. thkx gal!.. hmm, guess that's all fer today.. haax.. gtg!..
-signed, Henzy David..

18/05/06 - infinite Justice, bettin my mid-yrs

2006-05-18T18:09:00.000+08:00

alright!, i'm bettin my mid-yrs to go for TU's GAP camp, if my chinese dun pass den i dun go, if it does however, hahahaha, they'll have an extra pair of hands i tell ya.. haha..

righty, yeah, can say that my mid-yrs ain't that good, but i'm improvin, i'm gonna start workin harder man, cuz its that make-it-or-break-it shot at the 'O' lvls this yr, i ain't gonna stay in Y.I. for another year.. then i'll decide on my choices, NAFA, LaSelle? Ngee Ann Poly? haha.. right..

was like gettin shocked and shocked and shocked over and over again today, subs i passed currently El, Geog.. Subs i failed, POA(i know nuts abt this since goin to 4na), Maths(failed by 6 marks, argh! pissed.) Sci(i don't wanna talk abt it).. so, i gotta work on these 3.. especially maths and science on my sec 3 work.. very practical, cuz i was unable to perform in sec3(rmbr 3e3) gosh..

yeah! the infinite Justice is out, and i'm gonna get it now.. same time can vote for Keith and Ben in their shoe design contest.. haha.. yeah.. kill 2 birds(maybe 3) with one stone.. haha.. jus wanna praise the Lord for seeing me thru this mid yr.. haha.. had a wonderful time talkin with SiQian, Min n the portion of their cell in Y.I. yupx..

-crazily done, Henzy David..

17/05/06 - Thumbs Up yeah!

2006-05-17T19:01:00.001+08:00

well wouldn't it be.. i went to Thumbs Up today @ Teck Whye Sec and gosh were the students hard to handle.. i brought Min to TU today, and laugh out loud, her first time n she got sum air con room and i'm in a classroom again, not like i'm complainin but i'm just tryin ta say, lucky gal.. lol.. well hey, Nic chose to gimme the lead role today and my my way i in for a big surprise.. i'm like, gosh, wat do i do now, what do i say, argh.. lol.. a lil' lack of confidence here and thr but well, i pulled of the last portion real well, the one i'm best with.. haha.. yeah.. hey, it was great overall, in the first part, the class wouldn't listen but later they got better and finally we all(Nic n Me) got their fullest attention.. haha..

so after that, we went to Lot1 for lunch and guess who we met, Karen.. lol.. surprisingly appeared outta nowhere.. lol.. followed by Elaine.. haha.. yupx.. i guess this was much of those really unexpected day thing but hey, i really thank God for the chance to try leading for the day, and really, for the strength and things to say at the right time.. yeah.. Praise God.. haha.. to Min : come to TU more, haha, since like Keith already said you were like so natural, and it was your first time.. you got that potential in ya, so keep comin back 4 more!.. haha.. anytime gal.. haha.. =)

-Praisin God for a good day, Henzy David..

14/05/06 - bethel, jericho and jordan

2006-05-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

well, i had quite a good week.. ah, at last i can like return back to my normal state.. heh.. guess it was so much of the relaxing.. i can't really work with stress.. yeah.. hmm.. yupx.. ytd went for meishi's b'dae.. all the way at one of the chalets at pasir ris.. got a lil' hurt emotionally *smiles at the thought* but managed to settle it in the end *smiles at the thought again* haha.. right now listening to "Consuming Fire" by Tim Hughes.. i love this song..

yeah, had a tiring but refreshing day.. these day's i've really been talkin and thinkin like my past self, i'm thinkin what God's tryin to reveal to me.. yeah.. hmm.. well, today's sermon was refreshing.. =) at the end of it, Rev Melvyn gave the altar call, God's askin you, What Can I Do For You?

so i asked for 3 things, to come out of Jericho - a comfortable place of fragance, as well lose our anointing if we stay in our comfort zones- and go to Jordan - a place of impossibility to start moving in Faith.. then i asked Him to bring me back to Bethel - a place of Intimacy, to return to when i first met my first love.. and the final request, was to have an intimate relationship with God.. haha..

i feel so relaxed now.. alil gleeful, yet tears of joy wanna flow outta me.. haha.. feel like i'm flyin, so light.. haha.. and yes, tml is my last paper.. at last, and thr's thumbs up on wednesday.. yeah.. yup.. right.. Lord, i just wanna declare to the whole world that its You i live for, I Love You Lord!!..

*Consuming Fire, fan into flames, a passion for your name, Spirit of God, would you fall in this place, Lord have your way, Lord have your way with us. Come like a rushing wind, clothe us with power from on high, now set the captives free, leave us abandoned to your Praise, Lord let your Glory fall, Lord let your Glory fall. Consuming Fire, Fan into flames........*

-etched, David, Henzy.. 14/05/06

10/05/06 - freaking hot days.. bbq @ sengkang, CardCaptor Sakura?

2006-05-12T01:20:00.000+08:00

gosh.. is it me or has the past few days been freakin hot!!.. or rather, we have been experiencing humid wheather for the past few days.. i like just step outta my house n i'm already soaked in water.. lol, makes me think i'm sum kinda ice-based element, melting at warm temperatures of 26degrees n so on.. hahax.. hmm.. its 1.20am on a friday morn, vesak day to be exact.. that's why u find me up this "early".. Praise God for another holiday tomorrow.. i need a break, i'm like super stressed.. so i decided hey, break time?.. you can't keep forcing yourself to study study study and study!.. so this is what i did..

BBQ @ SengKang..
unexpected call from brother Keith ytd.. an invite to a bbq at sengkang, just above the mrt station, right above, or rather next to, compass point.. truthfully speakin.. i've never stepped into that place in my whole lifetime of 17yrs before.. haha.. gosh.. its huge!.. H.U.G.E. huge i tell ya.. gotta go exploring on of these days, especially those areas of S'pore i've never gone before.. haha.. yeah.. so we enjoyed food, drink and talk.. played games like "Zhong Ji Mi Mah" whr u gotta try nt to guess e number, if u got the number u do a forfeit, in this case EAT!!!.. haha.. yeah.. and so on te trip back me keith n ben were talkin abt totally useless superheroes, or rahter comin up with them.. then we tried to reply each other's sentences with a totally random answer.. like for example, the wantom mee ytd was very nice ya.. then 1 of us wud reply, yup, the grass' so green today.. haha.. hilarious.. wen keith left, ben n i was talkin abt gundams, then i started to tell him all the different things like hyper deuterion reactor, compact atomic reactor, beam sabers, positron beam cannons, and so on and so on.. haha..

CardCaptor Sakura..
i finished watchin the movie ytd, and was checkin out the episodes on youtube today.. haha.. kinda like it.. lol, since that time it was shown on kid's central i liked it.. jus didn't really bother to follow.. haha.. but now thr's a chance.. lol.. gotta thank Min for this man.. haha.. yup.. lookin for new animes to watch, i've like totally finished watchin Gundam Seed and GSDestiny.. haha.. any nice animes intro me.. wanna take a break awhile before returnin to the study table.. haha.. till then.. sayonara.. haha.. was thinkin of takin Jap classes too.. send me an email if you have info on any.. thankz alot.. haha.. till then.. sayoz..

10/05/06 - Raise Your Hand!

2006-05-10T22:06:00.000+08:00

hahax.. today smth funny happened, it was durin my Geog paper.. haha.. i came across this qns, Using one NICs, Newly Industrialising Country, state the effects of MNCs, Multinational Companies, effects on a country's economy.. and so i was like "aww man, what's an example of an NIC?.. " den i was like, haha, lets try this stunt.. so i raised my hand, called for the teacher, who them said to me, "wah, i teach you this for 3yrs already n now u come and ask me this, abit shi wang you noe.." i was like laughin my head off man.. hahax.. lol.. that's like the most hilarious incident that happened durin this MYE so far.. yup.. i was to be found later at Min's place watchin FFVII Advent Children, CardCaptor Sakura(CCS), Gundam Seed and Gundam Seed Destiny.. so much of a slackout today.. hahax.. and i went home with a CCS movie.. lol.. hahax.. right..

08/05/06 - stress level..

2006-05-08T17:06:00.000+08:00

guess i'm very stressed eh.. hmm.. must be the exams.. sigh, i jus sat for my phy n maths paper this morn.. maths wasn't that bad, but as for physics, i couldn't really do those qns that required formulae.. aww man.. well.. at least God's let me find my way back to him.. lettin me understand that the thing i gotta do is not seek for his powers and gifts, but to know Him the way He knows me.. thus begins another part of my journey.. with God surfacing many other things as well.. like being hyper sensitive to even the smallest comments, however jokingly it might be.. i don't wish to elaborate it here, ring me if ya wanna find out more..

5.// FrostFX

06/05/06 - project destiny complete

2006-05-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

infit the Destiny with the Neutron Jammer Canceller. give it a few marking at the side, color up a few parts, oh yes, of course the angel's feather crest and there you have it.. it's done.. complete, masterpiece.. alright, maybe it isn't that much of a masterpiece but hey, at least now i can call it a custom, presenting the ZGMF-X42S(FX) Destiny Gundam FrostCustom.. yeah, i'll upload the pics once my camera's ready.. haha.. hey, had quite an enjoyable day.. although i spent half of it sleeping.. haha, parkway parade with EJ,DaJie,Jasper n Kaiyee.. no idea why i went so far.. haha.. yup.. right.. maybe i don't realy have much to blog about today.. haha.. oh ya.. its quite late for this but Happy Birthday Frans!!.. ur 18!! can go get driver's license already.. lol.. rmbr vote for Jesus!!.. haha.. yeah.. well that's it.. i kinda felt God speak to me today, very very clear the voice, but what was said wasn't that clear so i kinda missed it.. aye.. but it sorta made me made a re-committment to God again.. yeah.. tml's Sunday, i think i'm gonna needa go to the altar again, aft i-don't-know-how-many consecutive weeks of goin down, i'm goin down again.. hey, let's wait for what God wants to tell me tml.. yeah.. Lord, speak to me, i wanna here you, i really do.. =)
-blogged - David Frost, clingin onto the promise God gave to him in psalms 91:14-16.. God Bless..

04/05/06 - stress arh!!

2006-05-04T19:13:00.000+08:00

you know what, i just realised something (AGAIN, man i always realise things), that all this while(ranging from yesterday to right now) i think that God's forsaken me.. actually its not.. i'm jus under alot of stress.. lol.. what a realisation man.. really changes my mind about stuff.. aye.. i'm under stress.. wahh... gonna haf white hair soon.. xD, Jie said i'd be comforted by comparing me to her when it comes to white hair.. i laughed.. haha.. well.. hey, its a great revelation, at least now i know what is this feelin i have.. lol.. Jie also advised me, usually when i feel stressed it means that i don't know much abt the topic, that's why i'm stressed.. so when your stressed, go study!.. contradicting but true.. my my, there's like how many more mid-year papers to go thru.. yeah.. when its done, i'm gonna reward myself.. haha.. well at least i'm happy now.. can't take chocolate at this point of time, i'm too heaty... ah.. need more water.. haha.. right.. check in next time, oh by the way, i've updated my profile.. its the first cross from the top, check it out if ya got time.. =) tc guys, God Bless, all the best for your exams.. May the Christ Be with You..

03/05/06 - what have i really done for the Lord?

2006-05-03T16:28:00.000+08:00

well hey, u know what, as i was sittin in the room, listening to Avalon's Everything To Me, i came to this thought, "What have i really done for the Lord?" it made me think, really, of all the things that have happened in my life, of all the things i've done, both the Good and the Ugly.. but it made me think.. now i see all the things that i've done wrong, really how disappointing it is to God, how much of a let down i've been in those times.. then i look at all the good things, Thumbs Up, sharing His love, leading worship, sharing and telling of how great He's been in my life, of how much God can help one.. and i realised that hey, yeah.. indeed there are times that we do let God down, but there are also times where we really make Him proud of us.. i'm happy, and thinkin abt all these inspired me to do more for God, so as to bring glory unto Him, but most of all, let Him feel proud of us.. no doubt i do fall short of His glory sometimes, but i've come to realise that if ur serious about repenting, and being remorseful of that sin u did, no matter how small it is, He's look at you and grant you forgiveness.. He's done the best thing anyone can ever do for us, sent His Son Jesus to die for us, now let's do Him proud, He deserves it, He really does.. =)

-blogged, Henzy David Frost.. 03/05 with Praise and Thanks to the Lord

02/05/06 - what's wrong?..

2006-05-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

what's wrong with me?.. man, things ain't goin well for me, well, first of all, i was literally half asleep for the first 4 periods of today, then the bus i took to get to school today broke down halfway, then i forgot to bring my tie and got a essay as punishment and i fell to sin, and then i was bombarded with the most painful sotmach ache i think i had in my whole lifetime.. man, the red guy's really tryin desperately to stop me from sumthin.. what is it i have no idea, but its definitely gonna be somethin big.. gosh, if the dream Jasper had is true then hey, Praise God man!.. i'm desperately relyin on God's strength for this. as i jus realised today that i needed to.. right now i know that i really can't do things without Him.. its all about the choosing to rely on God and not on our own strength and will.. cuz its not gonna get us far.. i Praise God, everyday, for all the things that he's done in my life.. like in my previous post, i cried my heart out that day, now i'm doin it again, in a different form, a less physical one, whereby i'm not lettin tears drip from my eyes.. i'm bearin gmy heart out ta God, hopin, believin and trustin that he's gonna hear me, claimin that promise he gave me from Psalms 91:14-16.. and i know, by Faith that he's gonna come for me.. once again, thanks for everythin Lord..

01/04/06 - what a perfect day..

2006-05-01T22:00:00.000+08:00

what a perfect day, what a perfect day, what a perfect day when you came into my life.. these lines from the songs "Perfect Day" by planetshakers can be used to describe my day to a certain extent.. hahax.. man, fine day, bowling, lan gaming, eatin, waking up late.. great day man.. hahax.. right.. then again, it wasn't very productive.. hahax.. hmm.. right, so i thank God for the extra sunday that he gave us today.. and then again i was more or less thinkin abt where to study for the upcoming exams, wanna find a lil' nice comfy spot besides home to do so, was thinkin jurong library, holland village, coffee bean, macdonalds?.. haha.. mayb, mayb not.. yupx.. the thought of customising the Destiny Gundam once again ran thru my mind.. haha.. guess i really like it alot, i jus dun like Shinn Asuka, the pilot in Gundam Seed Destiny.. hahax.. yupx.. Thank God for the wonderful time of fellowship just now, with EeJay, DaJie, Jasper, TK, Daniel, n Michelle, Daniel's big sis jus now.. great day.. hahax.. lookin forward to the next time we can go out like that.. hahax.. yupx..

30/04/06 - i'm back..

2006-04-30T22:51:00.000+08:00

i cried my heart out today.. at the altar, i guess God really came for me today.. helping me clear away all that fear of rejection, grantin me new anoiting.. yeah.. i felt God speak to me thru e sermon today, i felt that he said "Keep It Up! don't stop! You are doing well." yeah.. it was very reaffirming.. yeah. aft the things that i've gone thru.. yeah.. hmm.. i learnt something new today, that we gotta take that first step in the strength that we've got, then the Holy Spirit will bring his anointing to you and work thru you.. sumhow i feel that all i've gone thru for the past weeks is a time of trial, of testing.. and i know that God want ot help me become a much better person thru it.. yeah.. ah, i really thank God for everythin in my life.. hmm.. i was talkin to my spiritual nephew, Bobby abt the things God did for me in my life.. yeah.. as i spoke to him abt it, i really see how much God has helped me and changed me.. yeah.. hahax.. God's really amazing.. Hallelujah.. Praise the Lord.. for He is Jehovah Shalom - God is My Peace.. yeah.. =)

29/04/06 - hooked.. thoughts

2006-04-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

man i'm hooked onto Pirates of the Caribbean.. haha.. yeah.. the movie's jus so cool, soundtrack's jus so nice.. haha.. man.. snap out of it.. haha.. well hey, look at the dates, its been like one month since i got baptised.. check it out.. haha.. time really flies.. ah, today i travelled to Holy Grace Church at east coast rd for a weddin, Adrain Chan and Belle's.. right.. ah, grand occasion, and for the first time in history, i wore a long sleeve shirt.. haha.. cool man, and i realised i look quite nice in one.. xD.. aft that, i was actually supposed to go for thumbs up, train the trainers, but i didn't, i figured i'd rather go for the full program than jus half of it.. so i went to parkway parade with DaJie, Jasper, Grace, KaiYee n Valerie.. yeah, swensens, walk ard, arcade.. haha.. yeah.. then went home, spent the whole time talkin to Grace sis.. like suddenly we got alot of things to talk abt man.. haha.. yeah.. so that's my day..

24/04/06 - post it!

2006-04-25T19:43:00.000+08:00

well, i'm back.. aft quite awhile of being MIA.. yeah.. hmm.. well, my past week wasn't really that good for me, heh, basically everythin wasn't goin rite for me, and what's more was that i'd suddenly feel depressed, despair and rejected for no ryhme or reason.. hmm.. well, i even had thoughts of leaving Faith for another Church, but aft last nights talks with Ah-Pa, DaJie n Grace, i realised somethin else.. and that that even if i go to somewhere else, would i still feel the same?.. would i still be unable to feel God's presence in my like just as i did last time?.. and i realised the answer was yes.. hmm.. ah-pa also made me realise that hey, sometimes during your walk with God, he's gonna let ya go thru these kinda occasions, but he's definitely not left ya, cuz he stands strong to his promise, that he'll always be thr for ya.. it could also be because of the things that you yourself have done, unconfessed sins, sins, unforgiveness etc.. or it could mean this is a time of testing, to see if your loyal even when he's "not there".. and during service, i was prayed for.. i had another revelation, and that was that sometimes when things are rough, and you feel that your walkin alone, jus remember the story of "footprints"

Footprints
One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand:
one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life
there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest
times in his life. This really bothered him and he
questioned the Lord about it.
"Lord, You said thatonce I decided to follow you,
You'd walk with me all the way.But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when I needed
you most you would leave me."The Lord replied,
"My son, My precious child, I love you and I would
never leave you. During your times of trial and
suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it
was then that I Carried You."

i always feel comforted when i read this, cuz it really remind's me that God's always there for me, that when sometimes you feel that the road's tough and things aren't going your way, those are the times when God is supportin you the most.. cuz He loves us, he loves us so much as to even send his one and only son to the cross, the most shameful type of punishment in those times, to die for us, allowing us to receive him and his gift of eternal life if we believe in Him.right now, i'll continue to stay in my home, Faith Community Baptist Church, where my family is, even thou sumtimes i do feel rejected and left out, i know its home.. Thank God.. until the time comes when he tells me to move, i'll remain here, in Faith..
-Penned down, 24/04, by Henzy David.. with Thanks to the Heavenly Father.

22/04/06 - SYF!!!

2006-04-22T22:36:00.000+08:00

yeah.. went to the SYF today cuz my sch band participated in it.. yeah.. was held at the national stadium.. got many nice shots and a lousy video.. argh.. darn, i couldn't get the whole thing on tape.. man, i was like filmin halfway and the thing said memory full.. sigh.. now i'm tryin to get the vid frm the sch.. haha.. yeha.. well.. i kinda pity the band man.. its like they performed quite well, then they practiced real hard.. but they got bronze.. man.. but hey.. "you did great guys!" yeah.. yeah.. well that's abt it.. all i had ta say.. haax..

My Reflection..
i jus realised smth, that's that the past few days when i was reading thru the book of samuel i was actually tryin to survey how king David lead his life and follow aft him.. but i realised that it was not to be that way.. i think God showed me that its not the life of David or anyone else that we should follow/lead, but instead, it should be the life of Christ Jesus Himself.. yeah.. indeed.. =)

20/04/06 - return?.. for fun.. wat the heck..

2006-04-20T21:49:00.000+08:00

haha.. jus postin for the fun of it.. i'll give ya guys a more detailed post another time.. haha.. not tday.. yeah.. =) kinda slacking, stressed, yet busy week for me.. so i'll get back to the bloggin' board asap!.. you have my word.. haha.. stay tuned for more... till then.. sayonara

12/04/06 - the revelation?.. haha.. mayb..

2006-04-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

u know, i realise that right now, my life ain't about me no longer.. its about the people.. not like it used to be, like how i just lived my life just for my friends, although sumtimes i still do, but right now, its more or less to love the people, just like Christ loved us.. and another thing i realised, it ain't gonna be easy, cuz ya can't love them by ur own means, n ya can't do it by flesh.. cuz ya gotta do it by faith.. yupx.. well.. praise God then.. haha.. would you believe me if i said nothin's ever impossible for God?.. Hallelujah!!.. i fasted solid food today, for the good friday events that are happening this friday, for the people i'm bringin n for me to hear God clearly..(now i'm wonderin if ya can fast one thing for so many things *thinks* ) haha.. n i managed to do it!!.. yeah. praise God.. haha.. and wat's more, i managed to get one boy down for the friday event.. haha.. Praise God again!!.. not exactly up to the number of ppl i wanted but still Praise God!!... yeah.. haha.. at least i have one, most of the times i've got none!!.. but with God there'll be multitudes.. yeah.. haha..

11/04/06 - my birthday..

2006-04-11T23:09:00.000+08:00

haha.. well.. guess wat day it is today?.. my b'dae.. lol.. man, thkx guys for all the presents.. haha.. seriously, this year is really the year that i received the most presents.. haha.. normally i'd jus buy a present for myself.. haha.. yupx.. haha.. well, today was quite a fun day.. actually had very big plans to make this year one of the most memorable birthdays in my life.. but my big plans sorta failed.. haha.. no matter.. i still have next year.. haha.. yeah.. but i think that i still had the warmest birthday wishes this year.. haha.. jus being thankful for that.. yup.. had dinner with Ben, Keith and Jasper.. yep.. well that's jus about it for today.. haha.. alright..

10/04/06 - wonders, my thoughts again..

2006-04-10T20:59:00.000+08:00

oh c'mon Henzy, wat are u tryin to do?.. practically games nowadays ain't goin my way.. or mayb its jus today.."*thinks* hmm, mayb its me just thinkin too much again.. well.. mayb i'm just tired.. yeah.. haha.. hmm.. forget it lah.. haish.. i've got other things to do than think so much.. what's more, i've got no idea what i'm thinkin abt.. lol.. like my birthday, which is tml.. haha.. yupx.. got nothin much to blog abt today.. jus chronolising my life again.. yupx.. haha.. drop by next time.. God Bless..
-signed, David Henzy Frost

09/04/06 - youth service

2006-04-09T22:32:00.000+08:00

well.. my day way quite fine.. actually stayed over at Jasper's place last nite.. den went for chi service today.. yupx.. but durin youth service, i felt God really answered my prayers.. cuz a few days ago i was prayin on disappointments and not giving up.. yupx.. den jus nice today's service is on these topics.. really gotta praise God man.. haha.. yeah.. hmm.. well, thkx all for e b'dae presents, really like em alot.. haha..

07/04/06 - truth be told, hope

2006-04-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

you know, i suddenly felt compelled to post this, even thou i tot i'd allow the slideshow post to hang on awhile so that most of you can view it..(lol, jus scroll down =]) alright.. here i go..

well first of all, i was just reading the YCYPAO tribe blog, the post on "dreamers, movers, shakers" then i suddenly felt i needed to type this out.. well, yesterday i was playin Dota(online computer game).. the situation my team was in was not good, we were out numbered by two, and the other team was a lil' overpowered..
them one of my teammates said, "gg(good game), its over, they too powerful le.. can't win liao"
at this note,
i immediately replied "don't give up yet, the game's still not over.. we can win this"
and in the end we did..
and i told the same guy, "see, i told you we could win this.."
and the guy replied, "wow, yeah, thanks, your so enlightening.."
the moral of the story?.. don't give up, even when the opposition seems too powerful for you to handle.. just trust and rely on God, and hold onto that hope, no matter how small it is, its still hope.. there are many examples of small armies defeating vast armies, like in WWII, clearly the british had outnumbered the japanese, but how come the japanese managed to claim S'pore along with malaya as their own?.. just like in the story of David and Goliath, how did a small boy such as David manage to defeat the fearsome Goliath that everyone feared?.. i personally believe it was hope(for the WWII scenario) and relying on God(in David and Goliath).. what we people normally do these days is we easily give up, saying "argh, there's no way we can do it.."
why?.. what's wrong?.. can we really not do it?.. are you really sure that its the end?.. guys, here's an enlightening word "Determination can do Wonders." trust me, its personal experience, real life, factual, no doubts about it..

So, right now, i wanna challenge you guys, will you stop saying "its over." so easily?.. will you persevere to the end?.. cuz if its one thing i learnt in this life, its that we are running a race, and in this race we'll face alot of challenges and alot of people sayin that you not good enough, but are you willing to face these challenges and tell yourself that you not gonna let these people tell you what you are?.. because you know what you are, because no matter what people say about you, your life still has the same value.. its only what you decide to do with it that matters.. so, are you willing to accept this challenge today?..

07/04/06 - flash slideshow at last.. -my life's joys

2006-04-07T15:11:00.000+08:00

well.. wat's this slideshow about?.. basically, its about them.. these are the people who've gone thru almost everything with me.. haha.. well, these are the people i wanna see when i get to heaven, the ones who've shared the most important moments of my life with, the one's who've seen me thru my joys and sorrows, the people whom comfort me in dire times.. yeah.. this is a tribute to them, specially for them.. so, let me present, "My Life's Joys"

Flash Slideshow

well hey.. managed to get this up all thanks to EeJay Shu.. haha.. after much difficulty.. and in which in the end i found that it was jus so simple.. alright.. haha.. i'll leave the rest of the talk for the slideshow.. enjoy.. thkx EeJay.. =) oh ya.. btw.. the slideshow's alil'too big for my blog.. apologize for the inconvenience of havin to make you scroll to the side.. haha...

05/04/06 - sin?.. is thr still any?..

2006-04-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

you know what?.. i jus realised smth.. and here it is..

we can never really be free from sin.. its jus plainly cuz we've jus fallen short of the glory of God.. well, let's jus give you an example..

let's say thr's this altar call, where the pastor gives the invite to those people who want to confess sins.. so your standin thr and ya thinkin, "is thr any area of my life that i've sinned?" basically, if you're thr, thinkin that, you'd better be askin yourself this qns "who am I to judge whether i've committed sin or not?" i mean, yes, we can differentiate if if did sin or not, but how about those times where we sinned unknowningly, i mean, in those minor areas or so we see it as minor.. examples of these areas would be laziness, words we speak that are not edifying, disobedience, white lies, having negative thoughts about others or even yourself.. yup.. so are you sure that you really free from sin?.. i guess sin can be wiped out, but its not easy to spot the difference between what sin is and what we think is sin.. yeah.. no offence, but basically all of us are sinners because we've fallen short of the glory of God..

04/04/06 - thoughts.. haha..

2006-04-04T22:26:00.000+08:00

hmm.. one more week to my b'dae.. haha.. hmm.. well.. jus thought i'd blog tonite.. yupx.. aft m long 4hr aftnoon nap.. lol.. from 4 to 8.. haha.. yup.. so wassup wif me these days?.. actually i'm not too sure.. i'm abit on the high ecstatic end these few days, lil' unpredictable to.. haha.. right now.. slackin on my bed postin this post.. haha.. hmm.. truthfully speakin i'm gettin lazier.. lol.. but then again, i'm startin to do homework.. mayb its cuz u sense that this yr's crucial, n that ya wanna give all you got to glorify God in this area.. yup.. i'm pretty bored these few days, haha.. strangely, i dun feel like playin games anymore.. no idea why.. haha.. nowadays i feel more compelled to read the word of God.. since i have it in a comtemporary form too.. haha.. well.. i feel i'm quite a happy man.. haha.. ever since my baptism, which brought so many breakthrus, and is still bringin break thrus.. haha.. and ever since i brought my friend to the altar call.. now i really really feel i'm ready for anythin man.. haha.. well.. i'm tryin to use this blog so that people can learn stuff off it.. but i jus gotta find out how.. hah.. yupx.. till then.. signin off here.. -David, Henzy, Frost..

02/04/06 - Dream, Passion..

2006-04-02T22:55:00.000+08:00

i think today the thing that spoke out to me during service was pastor yc's prayer.. God spoke to him, and he said, "God wants me to tell you two things, Dream and Passion.. God knows that you wanna do things different from others.. " yeah.. i mean, hmm, yeah, i dun really like lookin at myself as normal, cuz i really do see potential in myself, well others have told me i really do have that potential, its only that i dun really makle use of it to the max.. well.. i'm tryin to tap on it, jus gotta find the way.. haha.. yupx.. hmm.. hey, got a new shirt.. lol.. dajie choose 4 me de.. lol.. frm 77th street.. yeah.. that's today.. haha..

01/04/06 - west coast park, 144 meetin..

2006-04-01T22:36:00.001+08:00

heyo.. well well.. wat's up today?.. went to develop photos frm last nite, aft my batism service.. its on my multiply webbie, in the new album folder.. yup.. well, then went to west coast park.. turns out that Y.I. open cell's joinin forces wif Kelvin, Dy and Kaiyun.. no probs abt that.. but sumhow i feel its gonna get much much better now.. haha.. but most of all it ain't restricted to Y.I. only.. haha.. hmm.. played a few team buildin games.. hmm.. wat else.. sumhow i learnt alil' smthin, i gotta know when to shut up.. i realise i haf a tendency to comment alil' too much sumtimes.. yeah.. i can get real irritatin at times.. haish.. hahax..

aft that we went to 144 meeting at bukit merah.. yupx.. today pastor ah-gong(adrian) preached on how to be a spiritual father.. hmm.. i feel that i'm ready, but the thing is i still gotta learn how to oove ppl like Christ loved me.. and how to share the gospel to others.. yeah.. haha.. gotta work on that man.. for God's kingdom!!.. hallelujah.. hahax... today had quite a fun day.. yeah.. learn quite alot.. man.. jasper's unpredictability is shown again.. my baptism present from his, a chinese bible.. well.. at least its gonna help.. hahax.. lol.. sumhow or rather.. hahax.. yupx.. signin off here for now.. hahax.. nitex all..

01/04/06 - west coast park, 144 meetin..

2006-04-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

31/03/06 - a new life, a new start, a new beginning

2006-04-01T01:16:00.000+08:00

31.03.06 symbolises the ending of my old life, the dying of my old self.. why?.. cuz i've jus gone thru e waters of baptism.. yeah.. i tell you, the feeling is indescribable.. yup.. hmm.. well, i've gone thru alot to come here, finally, i'm here, whr i really need to be, gettin baptized.. well today i went down to bukit merah alil' early, for dinner, wif keith n ben.. yeah.. den slowly everyone started to appear.. haha.. well.. lol.. it felt alil' strange, like everyone's comin up to you, congratulating you on ya baptism.. haha.. it was cool man.. haha.. yeah.. then aft that came the real deal.. i went up to the baptism area.. you know the feelin ya have thr is totally different, for me, i felt like i wanted to laugh n to cry at e same time.. well EeJay Shu was like, its the feeling of being touched by God.. yeah.. hmm.. then he joked wif Ah-Pa, he stil owe me one bible leh.. den ah-pa was like, arh really arh, no wonder my cell so powerful lah, haha.. den i was like alil' blur but laughin too.. haha.. hmm.. then came my turn.. i waded, as in literally, waded, cuz the water was like about thigh high, for me lah.. haha.. or higher than that i don't know.. haha.. then Pastor Adrian, or rather, Ah-gong ask me a few qns, n den was 'dunked' into the water.. haha.. when i was in the water, fully submerged, i sumhow felt that time stopped for an instant.. yeah.. was like God came n took smth outta me.. yeah.. hmm.. then aft dat, durin the baptism service altar call, i got a chance to bring Thomas to the front, yeah the 4e1 of 2005 thomas.. hahax... den shane, hu was e consolidater, came over, den he said to me 'not bad ah'.. den aft e consolidation, i went back to whr e youths were.. den thr was like many ppl givin me cards, got a real cool one from ben, smth more than what i expected frm DaJie.. n more.. lol.. well.. den DaJie was like, 'so now i call you wat..' den i replied 'wu lun shi Henzy, huo zhe shi David, zui zhong yao de shi XiaoDi' yup.. haha.. yup.. took pics.. n went for supper @ redhill market.. haha.. de n aft supper, me,Dajie,Jasper were like talkin abt attendin each other's baptism,so i said to DaJie "when you get baptised i'll be thr.." den jasper was like "she attend yours nv attend mine.. den we make pattern, i attend yours, you attend mine, den we dun attend her's.. " den i was like "cannot lah, she my DaJie, so i'll go.." lol.. den Jie was like "see, he already say liao, whether is David or Henzy, zhui zhong yao de shi XiaoDi" haha.. den aft dat me, ben n Chris went back to merah interchange to take bus home.. yupx.. dat's it.. haha.. i'll elaborate more if i got more time.. haha.. but right now i gotta go slp.. its like 1.37 am.. haha.. alright.. nitex..

30/03/06 - one last day.. my testimony pt 4

2006-03-30T19:33:00.000+08:00

well hey.. its the last day.. its nearly time.. another 24 hrs to go.. haha.. 24 hrs to new life.. great.. yeah!!.. Praise the Lord.. thank God for sustaining me this long.. haha.. been reading the book of James for the past 4 days, a chapter each.. been receiveing prayers alot this week.. yeah.. really thank God n you guys who've been thr helpin me out.. yeah.. haha.. yupx.. well.. now i'm nearly thr.. haha.. Praise the Lord.. these few day's i've been on a very High, ecstatic(overwhelming joy or rapture) mood.. haha.. c'mon c'mon we'll tell the world about you..

My Testimony Pt 4
yes, indeed the Christian life is fun, enjoyable, but it comes with a price.. that's facing persecution, rejection, dying to self and most of all, sacrificing to do what He calls you to.. yup, if you're thinkin we Christians are the best people in the world, well, not exactly, we're just about the same as you guys, but, we acknowledge that Christ is our Lord, and we are willing to come to the cross and confess that we're all sinners, and by the grace of God, acknowledging that He Sent His Son To Die For Us On The Cross, Cleansing Our Sins, we're forgiven.. yes.. that's it.. my own story?.. well, i underwent alot of changes, well, i began to see the world differently, i also understood that hey, its not gonna be easy, ur gonna face alot more then ever.. i mean, there'll always be people questioning and mocking your faith, but you just gotta understand that what you believe in, people may not, but that's no excuse to stop telling the world about the gospel.. that's not a reason to stop sharing the love of Christ to those you love, in hope that they'll one day come to realise how much God really cares for them.. that He even sent His one and only Son to die for you.. even when you hadn't known Him yet.. yeap.. i've faced many obstacles, confessed many sins, went thru many tough times, but i chose to rely on Him, and he've given me to many people to help me, to comfort me, to encourage me.. and now i'm here, ready, to declare to the world that CHRIST Is LORD!!..

if you've read this, and you wanna accept Him into your life too, and really experience life at its fullest, tag me on my tagboard.. trust me, you'll be making the best and most important decision that you'll ever make in your whole life.. and you'll never regret it.. so, what're you waitin for?..

29/03/06 - spiritual attacks, my testimony pt 3

2006-03-29T19:45:00.000+08:00

its gettin nearer and nearer to my baptism date, and the forces opposing me are increasing.. they know that this is a great step of faith that'll bring me to greater heights with God, the evil one knows that, and he's using everything he has to try to stop me from entering the waters of baptism.. but wait, i ain't gonna allow that to happen.. i ain't gonna be stopped by the fiend, i'm gonna fight, if he comes at me, i'm gonna fight, i ain't gonna give up.. i know that God will help me, in fact, He's already helping me.. i gotta press on, i gotta persevere, its just a few more hours to go.. or rather exactly 48 hrs to go.. 2 days.. i gotta fight..

continued from pervious post..
My Testimony Pt 3

As for the rest of the tribe.. yes.. there's still them.. don't worry guys, i haven't forgotten you.. haha.. well.. these are the people who really shared the joyful times of my life with me.. how did i manage to know them?.. well, there's the muar retreat in 05, the youth retreats throughout the holidays.. the christmas bashes, the parties, the outings, the stay overs.. man, if i really list them all it'll be daylight.. haha.. then there's what used to be the Genesis band, consisting of Jasper, Frans, Gabriel, Elias, Benjamin and Me.. of course.. haha.. too bad its disbanded now.. haha.. yup..

you know, i tell you the truth, right now, i really don't know what i'll be if i didn't accept Christ that day.. right now, i really feel that i'm nothing without Him.. why, cuz Christ really changed my life alot.. i mean, if you really seek Him, you'll find Him.. over the past one year, i've really been seeking God alot.. hmm.. i'll elaborate more on the next post.. =)

28/03/06 - testimony part 2

2006-03-28T14:50:00.000+08:00

-=>continued frm previous post..
My Testimony Pt 2

here, in Faith Community Baptist Church, i began to realise what i'd missed out for the past 15 yrs of my life.. all the Love, Care, Concern, Friendship, Trust, Happiness, Respect, Determination, but most of all, Hope, that the world could not offer.. i found all these here, in FC, with a group of people that would never discriminate and tear down and hurt the feelings of those they knew, for they have been united with Christ, thru His love, everyone changes.. i slow got to know them, near to each and everyone of the now Adrian Ong Network.. and got closer to a few, these whom which i shared my past, my present, and future.. my dreams, desires, and aspirations.. from the cell leader side, was and stil is, my own ah-pa RongHui(hopefully i spelt it rite =] ) and EeJay Shu, from the youths are my best DaJie Joadine, and the ever unpredictable Jasper(lol).. these few have helped me alot, spoken into my life, and shared most of the joy, sorrows and problems that i've ever faced.. but it won't end here, i assure you that.. i dont exactly rmbr how i got to know each and everyone of them, but all i wanna rmbr is that they're the dearest ppl to me.. these are the ppl whom i really saw or really allowed me to feel loved, cared for, and are the source of comfort and strength in those times when i'm down.. as for the rest of the tribe, that's the next part of the story..

to be continued..

27/03/06 - the countdown begins.. my life's testimony - part 1

2006-03-27T19:23:00.000+08:00

Alright!!.. let the countdown begin.. 4 more days.. 4 more days.. i jus can't wait.. wahahahaha.. i'm gettin baptised!!.. on friday.. the 31st!!.. Hallelujah!!.. hmm..

My Testimony Pt1
This is my life story, the beginning of a new life, the end of the old.. now, let us begin..
you know, as i look back at my own life, i realise how much i've changed.. before i accepted Christ into my life, i was more or less an ordinary child.. or mayb otherwise.. i was a nobody, back then, i felt no one cared for me, no one bothered abt what exactly happened to me.. till i met a person, whom allowed me to understand what truly being a friend was.. that, was the true beginning of my life on earth, not my realy birth, but that point.. that was when God really started workin in my life, even thou i myself didn't know it.. frm then on, my life began to change.. then one day, i was invited to the spook show.. and thr i accepted Christ into my life.. the turning point of my whole life.. from there, God slowly, but strongly began to change me.. then came the point, the first TU session that i went for, which also linked to the first service at Faith Community Baptist Church that i ever attended.. and i stayed thr, always returning to that same place, that same house of God.. why?.. Bcuz i felt at home thr.. to be continued..

24/03/06 - bored.. haha..

2006-03-24T14:57:00.000+08:00

aye.. my mouse is goin mad.. argh.. use halfway le will become slow, or suddenly jus lose dun move.. sheesh.. gonna get myself a new mouse.. aye.. now i realise i got lots of things i wanna get, but jus dun got that much cash.. hah.. might as well start savin.. then again.. thr are things i don't needa get.. haha.. so let's see.. list of things i want.. --> ankle socks, cargo pants, nice shirt, slippers(preferable billabong), razor diamondback mouse*grins*, murasame gundam model kit(startin to wonder whether its worth buyin), The Message Bible(compact version).. haha.. great.. hmm..
Razor Diamondback Mouse - $100.
The Message Bible - $50.
Nice Shirt - $18.
Being in Church Experiencing God's presence in my life - Priceless.
For Everything Else, There's Jesus Christ.
lol.. ripped off the mastercard ad.. lol.. nothing better to do sia.. hmm.. i wanna change blogskin.. haha.. well.. i'll be goin for cell grp later.. gonna be great.. den tml goin sentosa.. hmm.. last nite went for choir rehearsal.. haha.. so funny, the grp of us kept doin the "from the rising of the sun, let His praise be heard, frm e east to e west, and e north to south" actions and song over and over again.. haha.. laugh til stomach pain man.. haha.. tis sun's worship is gonna be great i tell ya.. can't wait.. hahax.. alright.. goin out now.. cya..

22/03/06 - no title..

2006-03-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

way ta go boy!.. haha.. its workin out.. yeah.. hmm... ya noe, last nite, i went for the ycypao leaders meet.. yupx.. learnt quite alot.. haha.. the sound of crush gameslab is interestin too.. haha.. wat's more, í've got my first person, woohoo.. yeah.. i asked the guy whether he'd wanna go for cell grp on friday, n ya noe wat he said?.. ok.. haha.. way ta go man.. haha.. hmm.. well today i played bball again.. lol... not for the sch interclass, i nv liked playin competitive, brings out smthin else in me.. haha.. and aniways, my foot was hurtin abit at that time.. haha.. hmm... i played with ming hao n felicia today.. well, i'd say it went out very well.. haha.. nearly ownage of the game.. haha.. but then again.. the 2nd round wasn't that gd.. haha.. lol.. din dare to play proper man.. the opponent was like girls u see.. yeah.. so was kinda afraid to hit anyone.. haha.. hmm.. yupx.. wow.. you know wat?.. was playin dota wif jasper jus now, usin razor.. haha.. man my razor is sick.. jus ask jasper if ya dun believe me.. haax.. it was like super fast man.. sange & yasha, butterfly, perseverance, power threads n a wraith band.. but i forgot to buy my hyperstone or buriza.. haha.. n i hit like the beyond godlike score.. haha.. alright.. hmm.. jus wanna thank God for the nice game(dota) jus now, n in e afternoon(bball).. yeah.. i also wanna thk Him for workin wonderfully in my life.. haha.. Praise Him!! Praise Him!! Hallelujah!!...

19/03/06 - G12 conference, EeJay house..

2006-03-19T20:31:00.000+08:00

i'm back!!.. i'm happy!!.. i'm overjoyed!!.. i've got no words to describe this feeling i have.. hahax.. ah.. for the last 3 days, i've been campin at EJ shu shu's place, with his cell, JuLee's gals, stanley and shawn.. why?.. cuz of the event that's happening at EXPO.. the international G12 conference.. yeah.. it began on thursday nite.. but before that i was doin Thumbs Up at Hua Chong sec.. wow.. that was one of the best sessions i've ever done.. hahax.. Eric's feedback.. "Henzy is one of the most passionate $2 story teller.." i had nothin to say man.. haha.. then he continued sayin i was like a general givin orders to an army and the kids were like woah.. all in amazement.. hahax.. i felt that this time i had really proven a point in that class.. that each and every one of their lives has value, no matter wat anyone says abt them, no matter wat ppl throw at them, wat insults, negative comments and accusations that ppl say abt them.. this is the joy i get in doin thumbs up, not to mention the pleasure u get out of serving ppl.. this is y i nv wanna stop doin TU, cuz its the satisfication u get wen u see lives changed for the better.. hahax.. then that night, i went to one of the most life changin conferences... hahax.. we had the FCBC's senior pastor's spiritual father to come all the way frm colombia.. along wif pastor Art Sepulveda frm Hawaii.. great worship!!.. woot.. hahx.. then we went to EJ's place.. haha.. first nite not much man.. haha.. thou got 'thunderstorm' haha.. those hu were in the "handsome guys" room would noe.. haha.. along with Daniel's wonderful choreography of the "Shepard" song.. haha..

the 2nd day.. durin the first worship session.. i had felt that God spoke to me.. he said to me "Son, I delight in your worship." Praise God for that.. bcuz of that i was moved to tears.. then i wrote in my notebook.. As my tears stain the floor, i hear the Lord say "I delight in your worship." thru out that day, God was wroking in my life.. but somethin happened that made me feel guilty for the rest of the night. i hit someone by accident.. ah.. happened durin worship.. aye.. then e rest of e worship i was standin thr wif guilt.. then i feared to worship as i was afriad i wud hit sum1 again.. but that night.. pastor preached on the 4 different enemies.. Fear, Amalek(Negative thoughts), doubt and murmuring.. at that moment i felt dat i had let the fear come into me and disable me frm worshipping properly.. aft that session i felt that i was rdy to worship once again.. yeah!.. haha.. yupx.. that night had supper.. haha.. lol.. EeJay they all bought back.. hahax..

the 3rd day.. haha.. wow.. the 3rd day was the best man.. we had Ps Art Sepulveda frm Hawaii.. the guy's a passionate preacher man.. wow.. not only that but he has alot of videos up his sleeve too.. hahax.. the guys was amazing.. but the thing that spoke out most to me was that i needed to get outta my comfort zone, and alos learn to have a heart to love others.. yupx.. ah-pa said that i really needed to stop seekin God for my own purposes, for me to truly become a leader, i must be able to love others, even those that are really unlovable.. i also felt that wat Ps Cesar said was very impacting too.. that in order to gain Authority, we must first serve others.. i really learnt alot frm the G12 conference.. yeah.. den that night, was the last night we went back to EJ's place.. the last night was jus EJ's cell, DaJie, Grace Shawn n stanley... hahax.. we play bomberman lah.. supper lah.. den talk lah.. haha.. den got Thunderstorm again.. lol.. so i went out to the living room n slept on the sofa.. hahx.. then it turned out that the sofa was so much better than being in the room.. hahax.. so i slp thr until morning.. haha..

Sunday.. haha.. that's today.. cool man.. today was fun.. mornin, din haf to wake up that early, so i decided to take i little longer nap.. haha... woke up, then went out for breakfast and aft dat went to church.. haha.. yeah.. today cell-leaderless.. so both my cg n ej's cg sat together... cuz both ah-pa n ej was down for choir duty.. haha.. yup.. the n durin my time at e altar, God sent sumone to tell me that he will indeed give me the heart to love, that he's always thr.. yeah!.. Praise God.. yupx.. hmm.. i'm gettin baptized.. way ta go.. haha.. its on the 31st of this month.. haha.. yes.. woot.. n wat's more, ah-pa invited me to the 144 meetin at tct this wk, den he said only those that they feel are rdy for leadership can go.. i was like totally amazed.. haha.. Prasie God for that.. yupx.. alrite.. gtg liao.. see ya guys nxt time.. man.. i really wish that the time at EJ's palce nv ended.. haha.. it was so fun.. yupx.. alright.. gtg.. cya guys ard..

12/03/05 - choir!! yeah.. hahax..

2006-03-13T00:21:00.000+08:00

yeah.. today had so much fun.. lolx.. hahax.. hmm.. i was on choir duty today, for church.. hahax.. so fun man.. lolx.. hmm.. thou i missed the grp foto, cuz i went to borrow belt.. haish.. ppl hu haf it pls send to me.. hahax.. in the end i borrow e belt le also no use.. shirt still came out.. haish.. wasted man.. hahax.. but i learnt smthin.. that sumtimes, if u wanna do things for God, u gotta sacrifice things that u really wanna do.. like this instance, whereby i wanted to look good for God, n i ended up missin out on things.. hahax.. hah.. but in the end, i still enjoyed myself.. hahax.. the feelin of worshippin God on stage was great, it was totally different i tell ya.. as u worship, ur ministering to the crowd too.. hahax.. yeah.. i'm so gonna do it again, if i haf da chance.. hahax.. yupx.. Praise God for this opportunity.. yeah.. Praise Him all my days..

11/03/06 - ESCAPE!!..

2006-03-11T21:13:00.000+08:00

Today i went to escape theme park!!.. woohoo.. hahax.. great great.. had a wonderful day i tell ya.. superb.. thr was, DaJie, Karen, Daniel, Ryan, Frans, Jasper, Valerie, KaiYi, Kaiyun, n their friends n of course, me.. hahax.. lolx.. we like went on every single ride man.. most exciting was the go-kart n the viking ship.. hahax.. finally can apply my NFSU tactics n real life.. lolx.. the feelin of revin up ur engine is real cool man.. hahax.. den the viking ship, lolx.. wen ur at the highest point, n u jus let go u feel as thou ur flyin man.. hahax.. yupx.. was absolutely wonderful.. hahax.. aft dat we went to tampines mall to have dinner.. hahax.. den sweet talk.. lolx.. hahax.. yupx.. fun day man.. n wat's much greater news?.. i have another one week to enjoy!!.. its my holidays!!!.. yeah.. n i finished writing my testimonial too!!.. woohoo.. yeah.. hahax.. great great.. alright, now gonna go play Dot-A (laughs) wif Jasper n Daniel.. yeah.. cya guys..

10/03/05 - HOLIDAES!!

2006-03-10T21:50:00.000+08:00

i'm back.. took a lil short break.. or rather, had more than alot of things to do. haax.. past few days been quite busy... ytd had choir rehearsal at TCT.. yeah..hahax.. had a great time.. hahax.. gonna haf some awesome worship on sunday i tell ya.. really awesome.. hahax.. then the day before, on wednesday, the school released us early due to the results the students had produced in last yr's 'O' lvls.. hahax.. lolx.. too bad they din get to enjoy it.. but i noe their enjoyin sumthin that i cant have right now.. a long long break.. hahax.. hmm.. its the holiday season again.. this time for jus one short week... yeah.. today iwent to get myself a new pair of shoes.. the nike dunk low cut.. hahax.. cool man.. was with EJ, jasper n frans.. yupx.. at suntec city.. walked ard the place, den went over to marina square.. and walked ard summore til we sat at mac to wait for fran's mum.. yeah.. hmm.. aft which me, jasper n EJ left as EJ had somethin to do.. den me n jasper went home.. so now i'm here, bloggin, chattin on msn and writing my testimony at the same time.. gotta get it done my sunday.. or else no baptism for me this month.. which i ain't gonna let happen.. my baptism's on the 24th.. yeah.. supposedly.. hahax.. alright.. gotta go finish up my testimony.. hahax.. yeah!!.. tml goin escape theme park.. gonna destress abit.. hahax..

07/03/06 - Y.I. idol auditions..

2006-03-07T20:20:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!.. i got in.. haha.. in for wat?.. Y.I. idol.. Praise God.. hm.. wat did the judges say?.. first of all.. who were judging?.. okay.. Mr Fong, Ms Poh, Mr Wong n Ms Gan(dunno how to spell, dun really rmbr e name either.. =P) yupx.. mr fong n ms poh said no.. mr wong n ms gan said yes.. they said i needed to get my pitch right, den i was like rushin e song abit.. but i was nervous man.. hahax.. hmm.. they also said i had a clear voice.. also said i had to prepare.. haha.. cuz i din really prepare for my 2nd song(when you said nothin at all).. n i had prepared more for my first song(you laid aside your majesty).. hahax.. hmm.. so now i got things to work on.. firstly, my results, next my singin.. hahax.. yeah.. alright.. that's it. hahax..

06/03/06 - Flu?.. no way!.. Sleepy!!!

2006-03-06T20:39:00.000+08:00

Flu? Sick? No Way!!.. i ain't sick, i'm not havin a flu.. then why am i constantly sneezing?.. why does my throat feel abit sore?.. i am NOT sick.. i'm not sick i'm not sick i'm not sick.. i'm jus havin a lack of sleep.. hahax.. feel so sleepy.. yeah.. dat's all.. i need rest man.. gee, i got lots of things to do this week man, memorise song lyrics for choir, get thru e Y.I. idol auditions, finish tests.. sigh.. haha... my results ain't lookin that good man.. really ain't lookin gd.. wonder wat's gonna happen now.. jus gotta trust God with this now.. i can't do anythin abt it rite now.. only He can.. then i gotta improve man.. can't keep on failin like this.. alright, alright.. i can do it!... nothin is impossible with God.. ok.. i gotta get my work done, then i'm turning in man.. nitez ppl..

Shepard - Paul Zaia

2006-03-06T20:34:00.000+08:00

here's a song for u guys.. its called "Shepard" by Paul Zaia.. the lyrics go..

Shepard
Paul Zaia

I will give my heart to you
forever faithful God
You guide me to your truth
I will go where you may lead
your hands of grace will guide
they draw me to your side
I'll praise your name forever
join with the shouts of heaven
Glorify

You are the King of Glory
You are the Lord Almighty
You are the Shepard of my Heart
I will give you all my praise
i'll follow you always
the Shepard of My Heart

05/03/06 - SOL, church, level up!

2006-03-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

today was a great day!.. i woke up at 7.30 for SoL1 today, gonna finish it soon.. yeah.. then went to service aft dat.. pastor talked abt love, love for God n love for the people.. hmm.. i tink i realised why i'm not gd at sharing e gospel now, its cuz i dun really feel for the ppl.. but i'm startin to learn how to.. yeah.. ah, choir briefing.. hahax.. so thr's rehearsal on thursday.. aiyo.. hahax.. alright.. hmm.. den next wk gotta go on stage for choir at service.. wah.. big job man.. hahax.. alright.. hmm.. yeah.. maple lvl up again.. now lvl 40.. hahax.. hahax.. lol.. now abit no mood to type.. sleepy u see.. hahax.. ok.. gd nite.. cya..

04/03/06 - Thumbs Up @ Yuan Ching, amazingly full mac meal, Jurong Point and the maplers..

2006-03-04T17:49:00.000+08:00

hey guys.. lolx.. i jus came back frm Thumbs Up @ Yuan Ching Sec today.. hahax.. different programme n format today, was the TU2 "Dare To Dream" but they did it in station form.. this wat u'd call a prototype.. hahax.. yupx.. hmm.. tiring man, today i got a technical class, hmm, quite quiet for a technical class lehx.. cept for a few malay guys thou.. hahax.. that's common.. hahax.. hmm.. den thr was this maze which was made out of tables n chairs throw everywhr inside a classroom, sounds lame but it was fun, if u see it carried out, cuz the ppl gotta blindfold themselves.. hahax.. yupx.. aft dat we went to this nearby mac for lunch.. wah, eat until very full man, den like almost can't walk, hahax.. den marlene challenge me see who cud finish the fries fastest, lolx, i won.. LOL.. haha.. cuz i was like constantly eatin e fries.. haha.. yeah.. hmm.. then we moved over to jurong point, walk ard, toys r us, comics connection, liberty.. haha.. hmm.. yeah.. so aft dat we jus went home.. hahax.. yeah.. dat's it for now.. hmm.. gonna go maple now.. lol.. alrite..

02/03/06 - the Promise, open cell, the prayer walk, and the akatsuki's difficulty...

2006-03-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK!!! better than ever!!!.. woohoo!! Praise God, ya noe wat?.. today i received a promise from God, from Psalms 91:14-16 "Because he loves me," says the Lord, "I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name. He will call upon me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him. With long life will I satisfy him and show him my salvation." Praise God.. yeah.. now i feel so much more empowered!.. so much more capable of doing things.. yeah.. all cuz He's wif me all the way.. hmm.. thr was open cell today, yeah.. today's was a prayer session, pray for the ppl u wanna bring down to open cell or church.. yupx.. den we idd a prayer walk in Y.I. hahax.. great man!.. hmm.. ah, yes.. my my, i'm like the last one from my call to audition for Y.I. idol, on the 7th of march.. ahh!!.. scary man.. hahax.. hmm.. i've got doubts bout me gettin thru this stage man, hahax, with my stage fright n nervousness workin against me.. hahax.. hmm.. i'm startin to wonder why in the world did i join in the first place.. hahax.. well.. lolx.. alright.. jus now i was doin the color for the akatsuki, man, this is seriously not easy to build up man.. hahax.. no matter, i love this challenge.. yeah.. hahax.. hmm... wat now?.. fix it lor.. hahax.. alrighty, gotta go ppl, see ya another time guys.. God Bless..

28/02/06 - the first fast, kent ridge park, Akatsuki, my baptism form

2006-02-28T22:28:00.000+08:00

heyo ppl.. i'm back.. better than ever.. hahax.. hmm.. today.. argh.. stress arhx!.. hahax.. today tio pressurised again.. sian ji puaz.. maths lor.. hahax.. Mrs Ng go show e class our PSLE scores.. haish.. den she said dat i'm supposed to be gettin a grade one, the only one in e class who's supposed to be gettin dat.. hahax.. aiyo.. cuz my PSLE score ish 217.. haish.. den she was like "i'm sure Henzy can do it" den i was like "Yeah! I can do it de.. (quietly) by Faith of course.." hahax.. so wat's p wif me now?.. hmm.. today i went into fasting, fsat solid food.. not easy man.. fast for wat?.. for God's presence to be back into my life n for Him to reveal His face to me, not hide it.. yeah.. ard lunch time i was kinda weak le.. but i pressed in.. n now i feel much much better, aft a great dinner wif my family.. hahax.. sting ray, tie ban tou fu, pork ribs.. hahax.. =P so nice.. hahax.. now i really feel empowered by the spirit once more.. hahax.. yeash!!!.. also thkx to DaJie's advice, constantly speak to God.. yeah.. thkx.. hahax.. hmm.. went to Kent Ridge Park today, for geog topographic adventure thingy.. hahax.. kinda fun, den playin ard thr.. xD.. wah, the scenery thr really awesome man.. den learn abt wat happen durin WWII.. hahax.. abt Kent Ridge being e last place whr the ppl fought against e Japs.. hmm.. yupx.. yeah!.. i got my baptism form today.. Yeah!!.. hahax.. den i gonna get baptised next month.. greatly enuff, God lead me to this verse, Acts 22:16 "And now what are you waiting for? Get up, be baptized and wash your sins away, calling on his name." encouragement man.. hahax.. now i'm gonna go into a second fast, this one's for a baptism name.. yeah.. hmm.. i got another surprise today, the Akatsuki gundam.. its fully plated gold(not realy gold jus color).. n its a challenge for me to construct.. why?.. cuz i'm afraid to use my knife to crave off the excess as usual, cuz if i do, the plating will go off with it.. den if i don't the pieces won't clip on together properly.. dillema ain't it?.. hahax.. no matter, God will provide a way.. hahax.. xD.. yupx.. hmm.. tml gonna take class photo.. hahax.. lolx.. thinkin of funni poses for the cadid shots.. hahax.. yupx.. alright bahx. guess dat's all for today, gonna go do my Quiet Time now.. hahax.. yeah.. i'm off ppl.. see ya next time..

27/02/06 - the comeback.. alright Father.. i'm fine..

2006-02-27T21:57:00.000+08:00

aft talkin to Ah-Pa n DaJie, i realised that i'm still ok.. Thkx for the encouragement.. =) really appreciate it lots.. hahax.. then i realised smthin.. i'm ok.. yeah.. and i know wat i'm goin to do.. i'm stil gonna have Faith in God.. i'm still gonna worship Him in times of trouble.. I'm still gonna rely on Him everyday, everytime, even thou He doesn't feel thr.. Cuz He's already promised everyone of us, he'll neverf forsake us.. God is so wonderful.. Thk you Lord, Love you Father.. =) "When the Darkness closes in Lord, still i would say, Blessed Be the Name of The Lord, Blessed be Your Name. Blessed be The Name of The Lord, Blessed be your Glorious Name!!" Praise Him!! Praise Him!!.. by Faith not by might..

27/02/06 - can't take this no more..

2006-02-27T19:45:00.000+08:00

why?.. why?.. why can i see the greatness of God in the lives of others but not in my own?.. whr has it gone?.. that amazing ability to hear Him all so closely?.. i miss the times, i desire for those times to be back, when i cud jus hear Him jus like that, like how we'd normally hear ppl speakin straight into ya ear.. i wanna do things for Him, i wanna feel His presence back here, right by my side.. i feel so hopeless, so weak without Him.. feel like right now i can't get anythin right, i'm failin man, my test ain't turnin out the way they ought to, my life ain't as fun as it shud be.. thr's so much stress, i'm so worked up man.. i need help, i need God by my side.. why can ppl jus speak Christ so easily to others, bring ppl down to Church n have them accept Christ into their lives so easily when i'm jus struggling with it?.. why can't i do the same?.. is it cuz i ain't tryin hard enuff?.. izzit cuz i ain't relyin on him enuff?.. what's wrong with me?.. desperatly cryin out to Him day aft day but i jus dun seem to be able to hear Him, i jus dun see the greatness of Him in my life.. but i will not give up! i will press on! until the day that i see Him, feel Him, n enjoy His wonderous presence in my life again, jus like those times, even if it mean i gotta die for it, i will press on.. i know you can hear me Lord!! Now Answer Me!!

25-26/02/06-Nic's 33rd b'dae, post encounter make-up, service n feelings..

2006-02-26T21:25:00.000+08:00

okay.. this is wat happened ytd, i woke up, aft a much rejuvenating rest, thou i dreamt that i was being shot by a TMP(a type of sub-machine gun) at my right plam n wakin up really feelin e pain thr.. hahax.. yeah.. den slack abit, play maple, watch tv, den i went out to get Nic Lee's b'dae card from wm.. aft dat went down to find DaJie they all, supposed to meet at 5pm de, but i miscalculated e time n i arrived at 4.15pm.. hahax.. lolx.. they went to Grace's hse warmin thing.. hahax.. i cud've gone, but, yeah, i'd feel a'lil wierd if i went, like all gals den i one guy, althou got EeJay.. but hahax, nvm, its over.. then we went down to tampines, thumbs up center for Nic's surprise party, hahax.. lolx.. so fun sia.. den we play funni games n stuff like dat.. yeah.. enjoyed myself man..

this is today, hahax.. ok, first of all, i got up at ard 7.45am, lai chuang til 8.15am, got rdy, den took a bus down to bukit merah for my Post Encounter make-up lesson.. looks like i gotta make up for two SOL sessions le.. hahax.. lolx.. den today i din meet sis Grace.. den she was late.. den i told her "haiyo, nv meet u one wk u liddat liaoz.. " =P hahax.. cuz normally i meet her she wun late de, if nt ish e both of us late.. hahax.. lol.. yupx.. aft e session we took e bus down to EXPO for youth service, me n elias crappin on e bus as usual.. hahax.. lolx.. hmm.. today's service was great man.. totally great.. yeah.. hmm.. aft service we went for burger king, or rather me, ben n keith went to bk to eat lahx.. hahax.. den wen to tampines cuz keith needed to pass smthin to sumone.. den we all headed for home.. hahax.. yeah.. liddat lor.. ypx.. dat's all for today bahx.. hahax.. alright, get back here tml.. hahax.. God Bless.. signin off.. hahax..

23/02/06 -

2006-02-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

heyo ppl.. i'm back ppl.. hlolx.. yeah.. so.. its been a day already.. wow.. so fast sia.. haha... so wat happened today?.. school as usual.. oh.. then we heard abt the passin away of the minister, Mr Rajaratnam if i'm not wrong, and the principal was talkin abt it, or rather gave a lil' short speech abt it this morning.. durin the mornin assembly.. haish.. hmm.. okay.. topic change.. today.. wat happen in sch.. ok.. lolx.. i've officially become my class' M&M provider.. hahax.. lolx.. or rather the snack provider.. lolx.. wow.. nicely done man.. hahax.. hmm.. okay.. not somethin to be bloggin abt, jus in case any of the teachers are readin my blog(sum of which i noe are readin) hahax.. alright.. hahax.. yeah.. so.. guess dat's all bahx.. i'm wonderin if i'm on duty for choir in church this sunday, kinda nervous n anxious abt it.. haax.. dn i dun even noe when e rehearsal ish.. yeah.. nvm.. hahax.. now kinda ponderin on wat song to do for idol, haish.. doesn't really matter.. ok.. i'm signin off here.. yeah.. gd nite all.. gd bye.. God Bless..

22/02/06 - Return to Bloggin.. Yusoffian Idol, dry spell over, closer to Christ..

2006-02-22T22:43:00.000+08:00

heyo ppl.. its been a long time.. quite a long time in my eyes.. hahax.. so i'm back bloggin.. yupx.. how am i u might ask?.. actually i'm doin quite fine, thr's stress thou.. hahax.. alrite.. i'm acually back to playin maple, cuz i quit dat other game, due to some factors which i'd gladly take time to explain to you, the other game ish DotA.. hmm.. today was quite fine.. hahax.. din manage to fall asleep in class.. gd job i'd say.. hmm.. the classroom really changed alot.. thou they spent alot of money without talkin to us abt it first.. its nice.. i believe we'll win.. definetly.. yupx.. then we went to register for the yusoffian idol.. me,de li, chong han, jia ju.. yeah.. two songs man two songs.. wat've i chosen?.. surprisingly, "You Laid Aside Your Majesty" n "When You Say Nothing At All".. yeah.. hopefully i'll get it done right.. yeah.. purpose for me joining?.. simple.. God's glorification n spreadin e Word thru it.. full stop. that's the reason.. i'd prefer keepin ya comments to urself for this issue.. thkx.. =).. hmm, i'm realli glad dat the dry spell, or dry period of my life is over now, n my raltionship wif the Father is gettin better, nowadays, i jus can't stop thkin Him, can't stop singin bout Him, can't stop Praisin Him man.. its like a portion of my daily life now, somethin i must do everyday.. a priority man.. its amazing, n u can't explain it until u've really experienced how great it is unless you feel it for yourself, first hand experience they say.. yeah.. n i'm more than willing to show y'all the way to it anytime anywhr, jus contact me.. Trust me, if ya make the decision, you'll nvr in ya whole lifetime regret it.. 100% gaurantee..(no money back thou, cuz it doesn't nid money.. hahax.. ) yeah.. n i've decided, i'm gettin baptised soon, next month mayb.. yupx.. n my decision is final, its time for me to really show the world that i'm serious abt Christ.. yeah!.. Praise God for that man.. Halleilujah!(it means Praise God).. yupx.. alrighty then, i'll be signin off here for today, most probably be back tml.. yupx.. dats abt it.. take care guys, enjoy ya life, make full use of it, n last but not least, God Bless You!.. yeah YOU!!!.. hahax.. special thkx to Ah-Pa, Ivan Bro, EeJay ShuShu, Joadine DaJie, n Jasper n Frans.. you guys were really a help durin the dry spell period, you guys rock man!!.. May God really bless u n be with you forever.. =D
-Henzy[FrostFX][The Gatherer]

Sanctification Wk, tabernacle experience..

2006-02-18T00:34:00.000+08:00

Alright, how shud i start, thr's alot of things i wanna blog abt today.. hmm.. shud it be the sanctification first?.. or the tabernacle experience?.. or jus the things dat happened?.. hmm.. alright, i tink its e sanctification first.. let's start.. for the past 4 days i've been goin down to marine parade daily to attend the sanctification week services.. it was great i tell you, thou energy drained n tired, i stil faithfully went down.. my main aim was to seek God n have Him restore me n reinstate me as a son of God, and to have His presence always be wif me whr ever i go.. but i received and learnt more than that.. i learnt that unity is one key to doing great things, hesitation in doin things can cause great harm to you n e ppl ard you, we must be willing to do God's Will and we must not haf a hardened heart.. yupx.. i'll give you all the sanctification wk notes as soon as i'm done typing it in.. haha.. yeah.. then today, or rather ytd, since its 1 am already i went to the tabernacle, and experienced God, i received a few revelations from Him, concerning Unity and Anxiety.. yeah.. yupx.. so dat was the things dat have happened from e past few days.. hahax.. i'm kinda tired so i don't think i'm typin properly.. yeah..

13/02/06

2006-02-13T22:56:00.000+08:00

alright.. today was an okay day.. yeah.. i woke up as usual, kinda tired.. dunno why.. hahax.. yupx.. recently i've been listenin to this same song over and over again man, its titled "don't love you no more(i'm sorry)" by craig david.. don't know why, but i jus like this song.. hahax.. yeah.. so back to today.. hmm.. today i like kinda tired man.. hahax.. hmm.. aft sch, Jasper came over to my place, actually wanted to meet me for dinner, which we went to later.. yeah.. hmm.. so, aft dinner we walked ard wm, actually wanted to catch a movie, but everythin started le.. so nvm, we went down to coffee bean den sat thr, n talked.. we talked abt loads of stuff, and talked abt serious stuff too.. which made us realise dat this dry patch that at this dry patch dat we were goin thru was actually a sign of a breakthru dat God was abt to give us.. yeah.. alright.. guess dat's all for day.. hahax.. tml's valentine day.. gonna spend it at home, downing a bottle of vodka, then goin for sanctification week.. yeah.. jus wanna say "Thank You Lord for today".. =) God Bless all of ya..

10/02/06 - enjoyable day.. hahax..

2006-02-11T23:49:00.000+08:00

today, i'm glad, very happy, overjoyed.. PRAISE GOD MAN!!!.. today was extreme kids, lolx.. this time i was in tampines club.. hahax.. producive today was.. yeah.. got to know e kids more, n i died to self.. finally understand wat dat means man.. if u don't die to self, you won't be able to properly interact or do the funny things dat you gotta do in extreme kids... hahax.. i enjoyed it alot.. yeah.. then aft extreme kids, me,Karen,Jasper,Elias,Wayne n DaJie Joadine went down to plaza singapura.. for dinner, then we walked ard lookin at clothes or window shoppin.. hahax.. i bought a second badge, the first one was "Jesus Saves", the one that i bought jus now was "Praise The Lord" yeah.. the thing i luv to do most.. hahax... yeah.. then we went for ice cream at swensons.. yeah.. hahax.. yupx.. took fotos today.. hahax.. yeah.. dcen aft dat we went home lor.. hahax.. yeah.. ytd i was at Frans hse for dinner, i dunno whether i blogged this already anot.. but it doesn't really matter if i reblog it rite.. hahax.. we had steamboat thr.. enjoyed it man.. hahax.. i also got myself i new wallet ytd.. from Myuk de.. hahax.. yeah.. at least this wallet doesn't make as much noise wen i open it as the last one.. yeah.. i love it man.. but most of all i love God, n i love the times i spent wif my spiritaul family ytd n today.. n i've got a feeling that tml's gonna be another great day.. yeah!!.. Praise the Lord!!.. woohoo!!.. yeah.. i love my life!!.. i LOVE GOD!!.. I LOVE YOU JESUS!!!!!..

09/02/06 e tiredness starts to set in, aiding my friends in sch..

2006-02-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

today, a fine day, nice weather til every drop of water in e sky started falling to e ground with huge impacts.. lolx.. ah.. 2 tests today.. hopefully i'll be able to pass them.. yeah.. so, aft sch Huiying asked me to help her wif sum art stuf, ask me to draw humans, one of the things that i am so unskilled in.. but thk God dat i was able to do it, successfully too.. great man!!.. thou while doin it, i had alil, or rather a very painful spiltting headache, must have been e tiredness startin to set in.. haish.. no matter, the week's gonna end soon.. persevere man, persevere.. hahax.. yeah.. den played bball awhile, on the slippery yet wonderfully slide-able ground.. hahax.. yupx.. thereafter i returned home for a great and very very very filling home cooked dinner.. yeah.. dat's all for tonite..

08/02/06 -gettin rdy to be a singin sensation, the ycypao tribe meet

2006-02-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

aft persuasion, i've finally consented to participate in the yusoffian idol, whether they rest of the school likes it or not.. lolx.. thkx to my classmates who are gonna be participating.. jus hope they dun say that sec 4&5s dun get to join last minute.. hahax.. that would be a laugh.. alright, so i've done like 10% of the novel i've been tryin to write, its jus only the introduction currently.. yeah.. hahax.. today had open cell, or rather, the open cell planning session.. now with JuLee back bringing Joadine along with her.. news jus in dat open cell be moved to tues fo the arrival of another cell leader, male this time, WeiDe.. yeah.. open cell's gonna be a blast now with the new plans which are soon to kick in.. unfortunately JuLee said dat she might not be coming down anymore, so i guess that it'll be left to Weide n Huimin to take charge now.. okay.. aft that i went home, changed and then arrived back in sch in home clothes, interesting stunt so successfully pulled of until i stepped into the foyer, got caught by Mr.Adam hu surprisingly didn't do anythin.. then i hitched a ride on Mr.Koh's Vios down to Bt.Merah for YCYPAO tribe meetin.. yeah.. arrived at home at abt 11pm.. yeah.. hmm, wonder wat i can do with the marriage system in maple story, sounds kinda dumb but, hahax.. who cares.. lolx.. Thk God for today, Praise be to You Lord!!.. =)

05/02/06 the re-acceptance & re-commitment, lot1, and e return to maple

2006-02-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

Amazing, that's the only word i can use to describe today's service.. today, i felt accepted once again into God's wonderful family.. thank you Father, love u Lord.. i went to the altar today, and Ps YC prayed for me, he also said that God wanted to tell me, He isn't tired of me always returning to Him after i've fallen in an area of my life, He also wanted me to know that I'm recognised in Him.. i felt a great refreshed feeling after that, releasing everythin, havin my stronghold broken, and havin my place in the Family restored in my heart.. yeah.. indeed God is a Great God.. Hallelujah.. Praise the Lord.. today i also learnt that Time has two greek words for it.. "Chronos(from which the chronosphere was derived)" and "Kairos" which means in God's strategic time.. yeah.. yupx.. aft that, i was playin soccer in hall9 wif a few of my bros.. then i went down to Lot1 with Sisters Karen,Grace&Valerie.. yupx.. walk ard.. den went for dinner den went home.. and played maple with sis Karen.. lolx.. hahax.. yupx.. dat's my day.. lolx.. today i also took a cab down to SOL, as i thought i was late.. but in the end i was the 1st one to arrive in the class.. hahahax.. how ironic.. in the end i helped out arrange the chairs in the room.. yupx.. dat's my day.. hahax..

03/02/06 - Jasper's reunion and the Sleep Spell..

2006-02-04T01:55:00.000+08:00

today, the 3rd of feb, a day of many things happening.. today, i went to school, played soccer during P.E. period and ended up with an injured leg, followed by me stayin back in school to rush the EL reading journal thing. then "complained" to mdm wai abt the current not up to standard principles of accounts teacher mr chuah, should i even address him as mr?.. we;;, i'm beginning to wonder abt that.. thr's been a sleep spell that's been over me for the past weeks i think, i've either can't get enuf slp, wake up pissed off or have been dozing off in classes.. bad thing to do this year i know, but i can't help it.. i mean wat can u do when a person is really on the verge of falling into dreamland.. the sch also doesn't allow things that would clearly help to keep students awake, eg sweets, food, hot drinks, fresh mints, etc in classrooms.. i suppose they got the mentality that it'll attract ants or distract students or cause more litter.. well, i'm with them for the distracting students portion, but not with the rest.. yeah.. i mean this is the basic that can be done to keep sumone awake.. hahax.. regardless of whether you have had enuff slp last nite.. aft sch, i went to trim me hair, then went down to tampines mall to meet jasper n da jie(joadine).. i was actually supposed to be thr earlier, unfortunately i got carried away in a computer game.. haish.. the regret.. hahax.. i enjoyed the steamboat dinner at jasper's place, with the company of EeJay, Alvin, Frans, JunJie, Joadine, Jasper's family and of course, Sundae, Jasper's Dog.. hahax.. lolx.. yupx.. today i learnt how to give oranges.. its my first time bai nian-ing.. lolx.. and i also learnt how to de-shell a prawn.. he hey.. sounds fun, well.. i've faced the prawn's distant cousin, the crab.. how much more problematic can a prawn be.. hahax... yupx.. so, that was my today.. i feel so sleepy now.. alright.. go do quiet time den i goin for my deep rejuvenating sleep..

28/01/06 the eve of CNY..

2006-01-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

fancy spendin the eve of CNY at home.. c'mon man.. u've really got no one to go out with today or tml, all of em are visitin relatives n stuff.. hahax.. lolx.. yeah.. i really got smthin botherin me now.. whether i shud go to malaysia wif me parents or not.. i really really really don't feel like goin.. i wanna attend service tml, i wanna go out tml, i wanna stand i s'pore.. i wanna go out on monday.. i dun wanna spend half of my monday travelling back from malaysia wen i can clearly use that time span to do smthin else.. God, wat's u plan for me by doin this?.. can i not go?.. must i really go?.. goodness.. argh.. so undecisive.. geez.. even thou its like one day, i really feel like i'm gonna miss those ppl here man.. haish.. i dunno wat to do.. darn.. i'm confused.. argh.. i need help.. i need God for sustinence.. aid me Father!!!!!!!

the X country, the reunion..

2006-01-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

today, the 26th of january, alot of things happened.. first of all, it was the X country in school.. the long 4km run ard bukit batok nature park, all e way to hillview down to bukit timah road n back to the nature park again.. i think i got like 45th position or smthin like dat.. yeah.. hmm.. i was kinda pushin myself to run the whole race.. yupx.. hmm.. aft dat, althou i stopped for like 3 times, managed to finish the race.. yeah.. aft dat i felt abit drowsy, had like a very painful headache.. hahax.. but no matter.. thru-out it all i was relyin on the strength dat God gave to me, the perseverence and the faith to believe dat i could do it.. yeah.. He showed to me dat the christian life is jus the saem, with many ups and downs, many friends leaving u, many new friends you make, all the things you need to get over.. yeah.. it was really a very nice example... hmm.. aft dat i and benjamin went down to far east plaza, whr jasper joined us soon enuff.. yeah.. den we went to wisma atrium n takashimaya.. jasper wanted to get a shirt for his presentation.. i jus got myself a bottle of hairspray.. aft dat we went to join the rest for e reunion dinner at marina south.. so me, Grace, Frans n Taufic tried(4 e 1st tym, cept 4 grace) cleanin the insides outta e live crabs.. hahax.. yeah.. lol.. yupx.. so i was kinda like one of e leads, or rather, one of those hu did e most jobs, running ard lahx, collectin live food lahx, cooking lahx.. ya lorx.. haax.. gotta say, sis grace can really cook.. hahax.. lol.. yupx yupx.. so i guess dat's all for today.. oh yeah.. one more thing, Bros, Sisters, jus wanna say "As we enjoy the festive season.. let us not only rmbr our biological family, but our spiritual family as well.. Happy Chinese New Year!!!".. xD

25/01/06 the change, the regret..

2006-01-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today i seemed to haf found another side of me.. a hardworkin, smart and more intelligent side.. hahax.. i realised that if i set my mind on doin smth, n not let laziness stop me, i really can do wonders.. I thank God dat he made it possible for me to attend e open cell today, not only that, but allow me to lead worship too.. Thank You Heavenly Father.. =) yeah.. hmm.. i don't know why, but i jus felt that i shudn't have bought my jeans at queensway.. hahax.. its like i regret gettin this pair.. hahax.. haish.. not to worry.. i figured i'd jus pay a visit to 77th street to get a pair to match with e shirt that i got thr... dunno why i din think of it man.. hahax.. alright.. i think i gotta go.. hahax.. Praise You Lord!!.. Halleilujah!!.. xD

24/01/06 the blog part two.. the mood swings..

2006-01-24T21:28:00.000+08:00

lookin back, i realised dat in my own context, i've mastered quite a number of games, from computer to cards.. but the most difficult thing for me to do so far is to quit it at the peak of my career.. but this time, i'm quittin for a reason.. as an offering to God.. yeah.. this time i realised once i did it, i've become much much more happier.. yeah.. alright.. hmm.. yupx.. alright.. wat did i do today.. hahax.. maple.. my char is now officially at e next stage.. lvl 35 LOL!!! xD.. hahax.. yeah.. today extremely happy.. dunno y.. hahax.. jus now dinner ate pizza.. hahax.. lolx.. yeah!!.. tml got open cell!!.. woohoo!!!.. hahax.. yeah!! hahax.. alright.. this is the continued.. hahax.. ok.. gotta go now.. nitex all.. jus wanna Thank God for all of my Bros n Sis, Uncles n Aunts, n Father in Christ.. thkx God for all of u.. without u guys i wouldn't be whr i am now.. hahax.. but most of all Thank God, for everythin.. Praise You Lord!!.. =)

school com bloggin.. xD

2006-01-24T13:03:00.000+08:00

lolx.. here i am in com lab 3 of yusof ishak secondary sch bloggin.. lolx.. now's hey period.. lookin for entry points for poly admission.. hahax.. chosen to go for either mass communication, information technology or laselle.. yeah.. hahax.. dat seems to be my current decision.. might haf alil' change if anythin happens or if God signals me to change smth.. yeah.. currently its this.. hahax.. alright.. i suppose i shudn't be doin this at this kinda time.. hahax.. yeah.. xD lolx.. later still got social studies grp study.. sianz.. alright.. that's all for now.. will update on the rest of my day tonight.. yeah..

detenton, far east plaza, heeren and the cab ride home..

2006-01-23T22:45:00.000+08:00

ho ho ho.. lolx.. sian ji puaz.. i today tio detention for tuckin out shirt.. or rather my shirt came out.. haish.. no matter.. already done detention, doesn't really matter le.. hahax.. and the worst thing was that i had decided to properly tuck in my shirt today.. hahax.. ok.. well.. aft detention i received a call from sis Jessica, who asked me down to orchard, which we were goin tml but she had no time.. yeah.. so we went to far east plaza, whr we walked ard for like 1hr plus.. den finally decided wat to buy.. yeah... den we walked over to heeren whr we walk ard summore hahax.. yeah.. yupx.. aft dat took a bus down to tiong bahru cuz it was difficult to find cab at orchard.. n she was rushin home.. so in the end we managed to get a cab.. sent her back and then went home.. yeah.. dat's e end of story.. hahax.. yeah.. =) really appreciate havin a sis like her.. thkx God.. =)

sol, brisbane city church & bugis..

2006-01-22T22:40:00.000+08:00

so.. today i was woke up at like 7.30.. den i went to meet Grace to go down for SOL.. lol.. nearly late seh.. hahax.. yupx.. den aft dat we all went down to expo for service.. worship brought to us specially by the Brisbane City Church.. yupz.. den aft dat, we went back wif so many ppl.. hahax.. on e way back, jessica n eunice asked me to go bugis to buy new year clothes.. den we were walkin ard the bugis street thr lookin for Jessica's stuff.. hahax.. lol.. walk all ard e place till leg tired.. hahax.. den we went over to bugis junction to pure milk got my own shirt.. lol.. hahax.. yupx.. yeah.. den aft dat went to cck for dinner.. den aft dat all went home.. hahax.. yeah.. okay ppl. its official.. Henzy has jus quit playin dota.. yeah!!.. rejoice.. praise God.. hahax.. yupx.. dat's all.. gonna go down at bugis again on tuesday.. yeah.. ok.. cya ppl.. nitex..

21/01/06 extreme kids..

2006-01-22T00:58:00.000+08:00

extreme kids today.. lol.. or ytd.. hahax.. since i'm bloggin this at 1 am.. hahax.. lol.. i reached home abt 11 plus 12 liddat.. den took a bath den started bloggin.. hahax.. yeah.. now i feel abit less stressed.. much happier to be exact.. hahax.. mayb cuz i today got enuff sleep bahx.. today i went to extreme kids at TCT.. wah.. amazing sia.. hahax. the kids are like those pri5-6 de.. den all so small sized.. hahax.. den like hyper hyper de.. hahax.. lol.. yeah.. den we all doin funny stuff n games.. lolx.. yeah. den aft dat supposed to go bugis shopping de.. but den joadine n grace gotta go to encounter, so i said like aft dat u all go tiong bahru find us lahx, cuz encounter at the boy's brigade hq mahx.. yeah.. den we from tiong bahru plaza go till great world city.. den they still not done yet.. so we ate dinner first lor.. at kfc.. den got the chicky mascot thing damn funny, we were laughin like mad lor.. hahax.. the chicken so big, den look so funny.. hahax.. yeah.. liddat lor.. hmm.. den aft dat we all went down to e encounter thr to find joadine n grace.. den sun bian buy them dinner.. ya lor.. aft da me grace n eunice(another girl) we back in ah-pa's car.. drop me n grace off at gombak station.. den i accompany her to cck den i go home.. ya lor.. liddat nia.. hahax.. lol.. den jus now joadine n grace they all kept playin wif mii color wax.. den keep puttin it on my hair.. hahax.. den i like those things u use to practice hairstylin de.. lol.. hahax.. at least got ppl help me make hair wor.. hahax.. n it turned out quite nicely done as a matter of fact.. hahax.. yupx.. dat's all for today bahx.. might come bloggin another day.. yeap.. cya guys soon..

pushin myself too hard?.. i suppose 17/01/06

2006-01-17T22:20:00.000+08:00

tired, i tink i've been tryin to push myself too hard.. starting to get stressed, smthin i am not easily faced with.. mayb i've really been pushing myself too hard, with findin my disciples, evangelising, schoolwork, tryin to get myself to study.. sigh.. i'm feeling the symptoms of 'lack of sleep' syndrome, minor migrane(small, very painful headaches).. yeah.. pray for me if ya haf time bros n sis.. thkx alot.. hahax.. c'mon brethren, push thru, u've jus got a few more days to go n it'll be the end of the week, ya can do it.. pardon me, i'm typin to myself again.. hahax.. yeah.. i got a lil' destressed todae, DotA-in.. 2:1.. one loss, amazingly.. yeah.. alright.. i'ma go do my qt n catch up on sum slp.. yeah.. nitex all.. cya again..

16/01/06- the stress sets in, the King draws near

2006-01-16T21:37:00.000+08:00

its been quite awhile since i've last blogged.. over the past week i've done many things, for example, on saturday i went to Sentosa with the usual ppl, the thumbs up guys n gals, n my spiritual uncles n aunts plus the kranji sec3 ppl.. got rid of my tan lines thr.. yeah.. then on sunday i went for my first school of leaders lesson.. hahax.. followed by goin to service thereafter.. yeah.. its been quite a busy week and i can finally feel the stress of sec5 setting in.. true, the stress not only comes from sch work, but it comes from friends and my own personal struggles too.. i jus pray that all this will come to an end soon.. and i can finally do what i do best again, enjoy and praise God as he truly deserves.. yeah.. sigh.. in the meantime i'll jus hafta cope with it, lastin the race.. hahax.. God's spirit be with be where ever i go.. as i live to testify, of the truth and the true power of God's wonderful, unconditional love..

tuesday 10t of january.. the long sleep..

2006-01-10T21:04:00.000+08:00

yeah.. at last, i've laid my hands on the warcraft battlechest.. hahax.. not such a wise thing to do this year eh.. hahax.. but no matter.. so last night i went out to marina square with jasper frans and joadine, not to see S.H.E. but to go window shopping.. hahax.. then we met, by coincidence EeJay at 7-11 city hall.. or rather wat seem to be coincidential.. hahax.. went over to the suntec city coffee bean and started a brief chattin session.. hahax.. yeah.. so i arrived home at 11pm, turned on my com n play Defense of the Ancients(DotA) wif a grp of bros n then concussed at 3am.. i awoke today at 3pm, or rather at 10am, but jus chose to lai chuang until i fell back to sleep again.. hahax.. yea.. spent ma whole day at home man.. felt like goin out to chat a movie but in the end spent da whole day talkin to sis Karen over the fone.. hahax.. yeah.. dat's all for today i think, glad dat i've already done my homework, or rather a reasonable amount of it.. yeah... dat's all for today.. end of story.. hahax..

thursday, the thumbs up kranji camp pt2

2006-01-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

again.. as usual, today was school.. not as exciting as normal, but yeah.. quite alright.. then i went over the cdans again to join the thumbs up ppl thr.. yeah.. today they watched the movie "Pay It Forward".. very inspirational show, touching too.. yeah.. and as usual, the sky rinsed itself again.. hahax.. rain was pourin like mad.. hahax.. and so i received a sms from ah-gong sayin i had to do a speech.. i've no idea how in the world i'm gonna do that but i'll be tryin man, by God's provision.. hahax.. that's all for today..

wednesday, the thumbs up kranji camp

2006-01-05T00:03:00.000+08:00

today, after school, i rushed, or rather, went down to the thumbs up kranji camp with keith.. which was held at the cdans, hometeamNS Adventure Club.. or rather, that was wat i rmbr of that place.. hahax.. yeah.. quite a fun day.. then karen turned up.. however, she din stay as long as me.. thou both of us were jus visitin.. yeah.. hahax.. yeha.. i stayed till bout 10pm like dat n then i went home.. yeah.. managed to catch up with an old old friend from my primary school thru today, surprisingly yuan yu was at the camp.. hahax.. yeah.. hahax.. man did she change alot or what.. yupx... oh yeah.. today i gave an interestin suggestion which was selected for class motto.. which was "Determination can do Wonders".. i was actually thinkin that was the first portion, the full sentence goes like this "Determination can do Wonders, but Faith brings Miracles".. yeah.. dat's all for today.. hahax.. hmm.. btw the today i'm referin to is 4/1/06, since i'm bloggin past 12, it'll state that this post is on 5/1/06.. yeah.. hahax..

first day of sch 2006

2006-01-03T22:16:00.000+08:00

well well well, the day finally came hasn't it.. hahax.. first day of school.. well, today i got into a new class, or rather half a new class, a totally new environment, n new teachers.. hahax.. din really do much today.. yeah.. hahax.. den aft sch go play bball, wah, so long time nv play.. rusty le.. hahax.. yar lor.. den went home aft dat.. hahax.. yupx yupx.. dat's all for today.. hahax

reflection-2005

2006-01-02T19:54:00.000+08:00

as i look upon the things that have happened in the past one year, how much i've changed, how much i've grown, i find myself amazed.. the friends that have come and gone, the friendship's that have been made and broken.. the newborn trust and the strengthened agelong trust i have in the trusted fellowship of mine.. true, as they say, from that quiet little boy, to now, such an outspoken being ready to serve and willin to try anythin, of such increased courage, i'm prepared.. i really wanna thank those few, who have stood by my side throughout this past one year, i know in my heart that i have chosen right to place my trust in you, my brothers and sisters.. as i look at the pictures of even myself back then, i'm kinda amazed by what i've become, from plain simple, to intricately well designed.. thk my bro n sis.. yeah.. u know who you are.. hahax.. =P its amazing what God can do in your life, as those who've been with me thru this whole transition period can see.. hahax.. for those who are readin this.. i wanna thank God for a few things.. Firstly, i wanna thank God for my Cell Grp n leader, as they're the ones who've helped me the most, helpin my grow and mature.. Secondly, i wanna thank God for Genesis, for finally allowing me to realise my talent in the form of singin.. and lastly, but not least, i wanna thk God for a Sister(prefers not to disclose her name due to unwanted rumours, to ah-pa, trust me, thr's no bgr behind this), as she's one of those who i place the most trust in, n stood by me and heard me out when i had problems.. thkx sis.. thkx you all.. God Bless you, and have a fruitful, blessed 2006.. All Glory To The Lord!!

Sentosa,2/1/06

2006-01-02T19:42:00.000+08:00

well, i went to sentosa today, as planned.. with Grace,Ezra,EeJay and Wayne.. not exactly like normally wat would happen at sentosa.. hahax.. but still as fun.. hahax.. sat in the water and talked, played a lil' volleyball by passin to each other.. yeah.. guess dat was all.. today was the earliest time dat we left sentosa.. hahax.. left at like 2.30pm like dat.. so early sia.. hahax.. den we went to meet Adrian Ah-Gong at harbourfront for a very late lunch.. hahax.. aft dat we dispersed.. haix.. so i went home an took an evening nap, and here i am bloggin.. well.. wat i wanna say is continued in the next post.. a reflection truthfully speaking.. hahax..

New Year's Party @ Sg EXPO

2006-01-02T01:59:00.000+08:00

today was the great, wonderful, and especially New Year's Party cum youth service @ the singapore expo hall 10, the max pavillion.. hahax.. so fun.. managed to give out all my hand written Christmas Cards.. Yeah!! was jumpin like crazy durin worship session jus now.. hahax.. i finally could be myself durin worship today, hahax.. like what pastor said, be yourself, express yourself in worship, becuz worship comes from the words worth it, which means God is worth it all!!.. yeah.. hahax.. was wearin my pink/black PMK(pure milk) shirt jus now, that my 2 sistas successfully managed to persuade me to buy.. hahax.. lol.. first time wearin pink, and i daresay i look quite nice in it.. hahax.. yeah.. hahax.. alrighty then.. hmm.. i tink i gonna go le.. hahax.. shud slp soon.. hahax.. yup yupx.. hahax.. yeah.. good night all, and have a very happy, blessed 2006!!!!

the countdown 2006

2006-01-01T04:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL!!!!!.. lol.. wow, i was at the countdown at the esplanade jus now, the fireworks were amazing i tell you.. but the place was packed full with people from all around singapore.. we were standing on the closed fullerton bridge watchin the amazing display of pyrotechnics.. before that, we were at bugis, shopping, then we walked over to millenia walk's candy empire, followed by goin to get some drinks from 7-11.. then we walked over to the esplanade, then the bridge, whr we sat thr for like half-an-hour plus to wait for the fireworks to start.. yeah.. i got myself somethin i never thought i would ever get, hahax, due to the persuasion of two of my close friends.. hahax.. i got a black pink collared shirt from PMK, hahax.. looks kinda nice on me.. yupx.. gonna wear it tml for the new year bash at my church.. hahax.. as the theme is 'Extra-ordinary Possibilities'.. yeha.. i guess dat's all for now.. yupx.. haf a great 2006, and God Bless all of you..

back from grad nite..

2005-12-31T01:11:00.000+08:00

yoz ppl, i jus returned from this years 2005 prom nite, with the stunningly beautiful girls and the glamourously handsome guys that used to be in my batch.. hahax.. alrighty then.. c'mon i was jus thr as a photographer.. hahax.. stupid mc always disturb me.. hahax.. hmm.. alright, had kinda 'nice' dinner, with events and games happening in between.. yeah.. i'm stil hungry thou.. aft the supposedly filling dinner.. hmm.. the year is coming to an end, but let the year of celebration begin!! hahax..

the chronicles of narnia

2005-12-29T20:57:00.000+08:00

wewll.. today i woke up at 1pm.. hahax.. so early.. ya rite.. hahax.. so i called a friend to watch the chronicles of narnia with me.. yeah.. nice movie.. it was great, and nicely based on Christian context.. yeah.. if you can clearly see who the characters represent.. hahax.. yupx.. that's all lor.. now fixin my new gundam.. hahax.. well.. i guess dat's all for today.. hahax.. any prob i'll be on msn.. yupx..

2 days aft christmas

2005-12-29T02:12:00.000+08:00

well ppl.. hope all of you have had a very merry christmas.. hahax.. well, today iwent my hair.. jia lat.. hahax.. lolx.. got new hairstyle again.. hahax.. kinda short sia.. hahax.. den aft dat went to town wif keith,benjamin, weikee,liling and karen.. actually we went to plaza singapura.. hahax.. walk ard, window shoppin.. hahax.. den keith, ben n me were jokin like mad.. hahax.. like so farni man.. den we laugh like crazy.. hahax.. yeah.. den aft dat we went to isetan.. cuz thr was sum kinda private sale thr.. hahax.. den i received an unexpected gift from sumone.. hahax.. a gundam.. hahax.. thkx man.. hahax.. yupx.. den aft dat we went home lor.. hahax.. yeah..

Christmas Day!!!

2005-12-25T06:33:00.000+08:00

hey ppl, haven't been bloggin for quite awhile already, but now i'm back, at this kinda time, 6:39am on Christmas Morning.. hahax.. jus came back from nic's place, spent the night thr aft the Magic Of Love yesterday.. man, didn't sleep at all.. hahax.. everyone way like so hyper, then we kept talkin and talkin and talkin.. hahax.. was likeso funny, andcwe were laughin ad talkin away at the same time.. hahax.. well, now i'm not gonna sleep le, soon gotta go out again for Xmas party at ah-gong's place.. then after goin for service and then to my cell's retreat at dunno wat hotel in orchard courtesy of my cell leader.. hahax.. wat a great guy.. LOL.. alrighty then.. that should be all.. oh yeah.. thkx to all of you for your kinda and wonderful Xmas presents, love then alot.. hahax..

results are back.. Praise God..

2005-12-19T16:32:00.000+08:00

yoz ppl.. jus came back from the Thumbs Up X-mas bash.. was super fun!!.. hahax, althou got tricked durin the first game, my grp was stil 2nd to return, earning each and everyone of us a $10 dollar voucher at coffee bean n kinokuniya.. either one, we had to choose.. hahax.. then we sang christmas carols.. lol.. dat was hilarious i tell u.. then i spent da night thr wif keith, kat, sheena, dy, anthony, jasmine, jasper.. played different funny card games, like bluff and murdered for eg.. hahax.. yeah.. slept at 5am, and woke up at 8.15.. hahax.. yeah.. today i also went to collect my results for 'N' level, amazingly i got 5 points.. really Praise God.. hahax.. woohoo.. i was so shocked wen i took it, i was like wah! 5 pts, sure anot?.. hahax.. yeah.. woohoo!!!.. how great is our God? very great!!

sentosa.. again..

2005-12-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

hey ppl.. its me.. lolx.. of course.. hahax.. hmm.. last nite i went to watch King Kong wif Ivan n his classmates.. lol.. 3hrs of sittin in the cinema, backside pain sia.. hahax.. but it was worth da sit, n da money.. hahax.. give it a 4/5 rating.. hahax.. den today i went to sentosa again.. hahax.. yeah.. den now goin night cycling wif ivan they all.. cya..

the big move.. to da expo

2005-12-13T14:06:00.000+08:00

11/12/05, a very significant day for all of those in Faith community Baptist Church.. why?.. cuz its da Big Move.. at last, we're at the Expo, no not just the Expo, the Max Pavilion.. yeah.. i jus can't describe the place, the feeling of it to you like this.. u gotta experience it yourself, the majesty, the presence of the Holy Spirit.. indeed God is great and unfathomable.. (check dictionary if u dunno wat it means =P) i can jus rmbr the sounds, the youth's shout to the Lord, the praise rising to heaven.. and the tears of joy flowin from my eyes as i hear the Lord say to me once again "Son, i will never forsake you." yes, even thou sometimes His ways i cannot understand, but i'll never walk away cuz my future's in His hands..

return from camp

2005-12-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

wow.. its really been a very busy few days.. i've jus returned from camp, and i havent got enuff slp.. argh.. camp believe it.. hahax.. well.. the camp was very very fun.. haven't had time to upload da pics.. hahax.. brief description..
DAY 1
-arrived at camp
-played teambuilding games which involved pittin our skills against each other
-had session
-lights out
DAY 2
-woke up at 6.30
-travelled to pulau ubin
-played more teambuildin game only that we did not haf to pit skills against each other this time
-scavengeer hunt at da same time
-took charge and lead da grp
-returned to mainland to have dinner
-session again
-taunt until next morning
DAY 3
-woke up aft 2hrs of slp
-breakfast
-end of camp
-went bowling
-went to tampines
-reached home at 10.30pm
TODAY
-went for Thumbs Up futureWISE course
-went to paya lebar wif Gab to buy blades
-went home..

now i'm goin to go ta sleep.. gotta get abit of rest.. if not tml no energy to run da 2.4km.. hahax... then its the 1st ever service of Faith Community Baptist Church at da S'pore EXPO!!.. can't wait.. hahax..

05/12/05

2005-12-05T16:02:00.000+08:00

the year's comin to an end, but things are stil movin so fast.. my lonely self finds its way back to me.. i like a reject once again.. feels like no one's thr for me when i need them, feels like no noe like me anymore.. wat's happened?.. is it because of me, is it because i care too much for others that it gives them a wrong impression?.. i don't know why ppl jus need to be suspicious of others, of me in fact.. i've done nothin wrong, i've been leadin my life as i should have.. yet i find that even the closest ppl betray me sumtimes.. i feel that my level of trust for everyone has gone down, as if thr's no one in this world that i can trust.. my heart breaks as i think of all this.. is there no one here for me to trust anymore?.. is thr no one who will not betray me?.. they say, wat ever happens, u stil have God, i believe that, but I really wish for a person whom i can really put my trust in, and know that he or she will never betray me or let me down, once or twice is fine, i can't ask for a perfect person can i.. or shall i forever be that lone soul?.. my mind processes these thoughts, my tears flow, my heart breaks.. I need your strength Father, i need your healing..

1/12/05

2005-12-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

hey hey.. today i went to sentosa again man.. hahax.. woohoo.. fun fun fun.. went thr by cable car, view was magnificent, check it out at my multiply site.. hahax.. then went for this luge ride, which was actually i racing kart thingy but goes very very fast.. hahax.. yup yup.. hahax.. then we went to da beach.. hahax.. played volleyball, got a tan and finally for the first time in my whole like got on to the bouy.. actually i walked thr.. hahax.. the water lvl was so low that even dion, not to mention Jessica(i'm not tryin to say ur short, ur like my shoulder height, or even higher) could walk over and even stand next to it.. hahax.. very fun.. then we went to take cable car back.. hahax.. the night view was best!!.. hahax.. wen we got off we even met wif this mediacorp actress (patricia mok) if u guys noe her.. hahax.. then we went to cineleisure cuz nicholas wanted to buy this enormous tigger.. which costs a bomb.. hahax.. hmm.. then took a cab home.. hahax.. amazingly blessed to have met this cab driver.. SHC4029D, his license plate no. such a kind soul.. so lucky man.. hahax.. yeah.. dat was my day.. hahax.. now i bankrupt le.. my head's stil spinning due to the bouy jus now.. hahax.. alrighty then.. nitex all..

29/11/05

2005-11-30T11:40:00.000+08:00

-=Day=-
today i had open cell again.. this week it was a pure prayer session and althou Huimin told me i did not need to lead worship, i ended up helpin out abit.. hahax.. aft dat i went down to changi airport wif jasper and grace to fetch nicholas back.. At last he returns, jus in time for the last service at TCT and for the Big Move to EXPO. we then went to cineleisure, or rather i went to tiong bahru to collect my Destiny Gundam.. hahax.. then i rushed down to cineleisure. hahax.. yeah. had dinner, took neoprint again(yeah!!), then went to watch harry potter again.. aiyo.. fat dat went home, reached home abt 12.30am plus plus.. hahax.. so that was wat happened ytd.. hahax..
-=thoughts=-
c'mon man, pen down ya thoughts, they say its a penny for each.. i don't see how i'm gonna get dat. LOL!!.. alrighty then, truthfully speakin, these few days i sense smthin amiss, like sumone's watchin me or smth.. gotta watch whr i tread man.. it seems ppl are tryin to warm others against me, watch out for me they say.. don't know why but i just sense that watever i do is being reported to sumone or mayb even more than one.. gotta watch wat i'm doin, i know smthin's wrong, smth bad is comin my way.. that's all for now.. i believe.. hahax.. my thoughts, my day, my blog.. i bless you all, with a wonderful day ahead.. thankz for readin..
-Henzy/Frost

27/11/05

2005-11-28T12:33:00.000+08:00

ok.. hahax.. my brother jasper has very funny ways of placing an entry within the Chronicles of Frost.. hahax.. well, alrighty then.. hahax.. truthfully speaking, i'm wonderin how in da world did he manage to get into my account.. hahax.. and how in the world did he manage to find out wat i did for those few days.. anyways, today i went cycling ard da panjang, cck & yew tee area.. hahax.. cycle till very tired.. hahax.. came home nearly concuss.. hahax.. den i went to tend to my destiny gundam while talkin on da fone.. hahax.. alright.. hmm.. i think dat's all.. yeah.. ok.. another day.. hahax..

26/11/05-saturday..

2005-11-27T03:36:00.000+08:00

hey ppl.. jus returned from da thumbs up montfort camp.. it was great man.. hahax.. on the first day, i was the only facilitator in my grp and thus i had to take charge of the lead role.. and so i lead my grp for a whole day, at abt evening gab arrived, so i passed him the lead role.. hahax.. den da second day we did this profile thing called C.A.R.E. whr i found out i was classified under 'Advancer,Creator' grp. hahax.. yeah.. sad dat i had to leave halfway for cell grp.. hahax.. dat's all.. hahax.. **pls note : my computer is currently down due to a worm virus, so if anyone want to contact me or anythin u can get me on my handphone.. hahax.. thankz.. **

Jasper's Contribution 1

2005-11-25T15:02:00.000+08:00

Good afternoon Henzy's blog fans. Henzy is away for a camp and cannot be bloging. But the blog must go on.. so for 1 time only(maybe more), I, Jasper, his brother, will blog for him..
After much hacking and struggling to figure out what his blogger user name is, I finally am able to detect his user name and password.. (cheer please) and after all that struggling and hard work, I finally find myself facing a serious problem... 'What should i blog about'..
Should i blog about the open cell he attended last wed?? the one that huimin shared a stroy that i dun even know?? The open cell which frans attended too but have to leave early?? That very same open cell which sister joann was late for?? Maybe not, cause i was not there...
Or should i blog about the camp henzy is currently at now?? m.. seems like a good idea!!! quote Henzy :' alrighty then' henzy and the thumbs up crew are currently at Monfort sec school for a camp.. a camp that i could not attend due to school.. .. :( Anyways if my sources are correct, it should be a service learning camp. It seems to me that Henzy is having a great time at the camp, enjoying the fellowship of the TU crew and his Church bros and the company of the monfort students... At 11 am yesterday night, they have processing and reports have shown that Henzy was not at all tired.. Reason because of a contageous disease called the hyper G4 am disease.. it's a mutation of the 4 am virus with sister grace's hyperness viruse and there you have it folks the Hyper G4 am disease... (ain't it cold?? Shades of frostwhisper himself).. sources from the Holy spirit also have inform me that Henzy have been richly bless yesterday by a brother in christ... Holy spirit have told me that that brother is christ name is.. What do you know.. Me.. wahahahahaha!!! (Cold??)

Ladies and all you good looking and cool dudes out there, I just have news that Henzy was spoted at Heartland mall's delifrance just now at 12.30 p.m. Holy spirit have told me that he was seen with 17 years old boy, Gabriel Goh Yong Da, having lunch there.. any other information about Henzy and his wherebouts please kindly call 1800-112-IAMSOCOLD .. Thank you very much...

That's all i have for yall!! hope you have a great minute just now, for more of me, just tag at the tagboard to the left of the screen.. Alrighty then (quote henzy) TTFN and have a really really good and cold day... God bless you so so so much...

21/11/05-sat/sun/ and today, monday..

2005-11-22T03:09:00.000+08:00

ah, feel so much more powerful now.. hahax.. i went for the encounter yesterday, the last session, holy spirit session.. Praise God, i was powerful i tell u.. i stepped into the hope center n i could already feel the presence of the Holy Spirit thr, amazing.. then during the session, everyone was like gettin slain and cryin or laughin or jumpin around.. then i went to pray for a already slain Frans, wen i laid hands on him i suddenly began to cry, without any reason, but i was like, nvm jus continue prayin, then i really cannot tahan liao, Jasper came over to pray for e both of us.. then i told God 'Father, give Frans the blessing that Jasper is prayin for me to receive, i don't know how much i'm sacrificing but it doesn't matter..' then i really really cannot take it le, so i jus stopped, and received all da blessing bro Jasper was prayin for.. then i jus cont to cry n cry n cry.. wen i was cryin i prayed for all the rest gathered at e encounter, for them to receive more of the spirit, more of the Lord, and i was stil cryin, dat was da first time i did that, and i didn't know why i did it but i jus did.. yeah.. then in the end Frans pulled me up from da floor, den he began to comfort me.. yeah.. hahax.. now aft dat i feel so refreshed, renewed, and more empowered.. then aft the encounter we went to Frans' place, whr me n Elias remixed the song 'Deeper in Love'.. then aft dat we went to tampines mall for dinner and watch Harry Potter's 4th Movie.. it was nice but sumhow they left out quite a few details.. hahax.. the front portion of the movie was kinda squeezed up n da story was movin very fast.. hahax.. yeah.. dat's all.. cya guys.. God bless..

18/11/05

2005-11-19T06:38:00.000+08:00

REJOICE!!! for thr's no cell tonite.. yeah rite! i'd not be rejoicing for dat man, hahax.. BUT, i've got smthin else to rejoice for.. hahax.. rejoice!!, for i've been invited to thumbs up camp @ montfort sec!! yeah!! praise God!! hahax, i'm so excited.. hahax.. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahax.. woohoo!!.. hahahax.. alright, control urself.. hahax.. yeah.. ytd i went to lau pa sat(is dat how u spell it?.. hahax.. ) wif jasper frans gab n joadine.. yeah.. for dinner lahx.. hahax.. of course.. will be goin thr later.. hahax.. alrighty then.. now wat shud i do?.. hahax. hmm.. "In Christ Alone, i place my trust , and find my glory in the power of the cross, in every victory, let it be said of me, my source of strength, my source of hope, is Christ alone, Is Christ Alone." Rejoice, for in Christ alone we can find Strength, Hope and Trust. =)

16/11/05

2005-11-17T03:12:00.000+08:00

ah.. so tired.. hahax.. i had quite a tiring night ytd.. hahax.. but first.. the day.. yeah.. it was fun.. first, i went to watch Doom, the movie with jasper, which turned out to be quite nice, despite all the crappy comments abt it.. aft that i proceeded to the open cell, whr joann and i lead worship, okay, my first time.. i really wanna thank God for this chance to lead, and i wanna apologize to da ppl for the lil' mistakes i might've made.. =) yup yupx.. den aft dat i went down for my class bbq/chalet at changi, surprisingly da same place whr da youth retreat has been held.. well, it was fun, went to the old changi hospital building, boy was it freaky.. literally could feel da presence of an unknown entity sumwhr near us.. yeah, after that we went to changi village.. yup yupz.. so dat's abt all.. oh yeah, da shots of da wing gundam are up, check them out..